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day 12: (because ive been way too lazy)

pft life's been pretty hardfast bt slackslow since school started. mostly a drear, w occasional interjections. but :/

zzz. haha so much for sleeping before 12, thought i would today, since its like officially th start of msn hiatus. haha sad, but well anyways. i cant sleep at 3 each day and drop dead in school (rot on pe days) maybe at th start of th year, it was easy to continue burning away, bt yesterday kind of reminded me to sleep early alr so (: call me princess but im guessing i need my wake up calls again.

yeah so it was like totally trashy. slept at 2 plus. kind of woke up at 6 bt turned th alarm off and didnt wake up til 7. roadrunning through th bathroom thn th kitchen flew out to garage snailed along to ny and arrived 5 min late ): and met a council elect (council trainee i call thm) one year younger who went in a really soft voice (oh apparently she's bernice) -

bernice: um excuse me youre late (pause) so can you come w me now?
me: yeah whtv.

(okay its my fault anyways) thn after tht went to th podium block whr i met lynn (ex junior) who's also a council elect -.- and she went -
lynn: JAYNE?!

oO its like i appeared in her nightmarish dream or smth. anyway th late form's uncrumpled (was crushed up upon receipt) and in th rough paper slot of my file (: and thr twill stay. am not intending to be late for th rest of th year, thts th promise i make tonight. (: which also means - get up whn i wake up. at least im a much lighter sleeper this year. didnt use to wake up even whn th phone was vibrating like mad under th pillow.

and honestly, you wake up much worse off whn you get more sleep after youve been sleeping for like short spasmic periods for a long period of time. 4 hrs after 2.5 hr nights and this late incident is wht happens. shall turn th body clock back to norm again.

haha poor julian got swiftly killed for not bring pe attire today. ac(b) is seriously scary - he had to like run double-digit (was it 17?) rounds and push ups and everyth. poor guy died or smth. i think 13 year olds shouldnt be put under so much pressure :/ hm so this is what happens whn you forget a shirt. dang shouldve made him do smth tht time he had to borrow a shirt after swimming on my bday party 06.

anyways its kind of sad tht our china group doesnt really keep in contact so much after th new year cause school stuff just runs us over and stuff. and last week for sme reason my msn hung each time i spoke to pat lol ;D and aunty jingyun. even jasmine is like really hardworking now yeah? ;P its hard not to miss people you spent 96 hrs with consecutively whn you have a huge membrance photo stuck on yr bedroom bulletin board (or whtv you call tht thing)

definitely sounds sad bt i finally got my school earrings, so christened. cause of th supposedly project meeting on sunday at bugis. it became like pastamania-mosburger-shopping-sasa day (: met sarah & joanna, and we ate at pastamania. i love potato salad! and th aglio olio thing. and parmesan omg its like th love when you sprinkle chunks of it on. nvm tht you may grow fat. hm. oh and thought i saw marcus frm skating w alena and her church homies bt nt sure if it was him cause i didnt identify th girl as danielle hoho.

we sourced for physics articles for 30 min and photocopied for another 15. haha we refused to buy a $7 cashcard for $1.20 worth of photocopied stuff so we asked this woman who kicked us away ): and found a samaritan at th next photocopier, whose daughter went -
daughter: ma you actually wanna help them ah?

whatever happened to th spirit of share and give! oO anyways. headed to edc and sasa after tht, cause jo and i both love edc all th way. well yeah financially challenged bt am still eyeing tht $100 skirt (: which pretty soul out thr will ___ it? thn went to buy our earrings - took really long to find an adequately small and silver pair tht didnt fall under th "cross sectional area too big" category. so bought a cat pair. you cant even tell its a cat til you stick yr eyes within 1 cm of my ear. haha and joanna bought an black R-letter pair (and another for a friend) which she's been wearing and nobody's caught her yet. amazing.

so its no wonder mom wants to transfer me to acjc bt its too late alr and anyways am rather attached to ny by now. and th people who rawk and rock and stone and pebble and own everyone else (:

haha and we went crazy at sasa cause we sprayed 15 diff scents at ea other. and on the sniffing cards. so after we were done, we smelt wonderful. and i bet th people on th crowded mrt i took to orchard after tht loved me much. hoho. thanks sarah for spraying LOVE! gucci envy me was nice light & floaty.

oh we went to kranji war memorial and cemetery. shall talk about it another time cause its way too sombre to discuss in a high post. :/ bt anyways. it did make me think abt sme stuff. and im sure others as well. and cheronne's speech during th closing ceremony was th love. anyways i wna write abt either th 16 or 17 year old soldier who died for all free men.

(for th benefit of all ny superseniors)
test schedule:
30 jan - chemistry (nomenclature, th mole concept, periodic trends)
31 jan - physics (electrostatics, electrical circuits)
5 feb - biology (hormones, homeostasis, [h]excretion)
6 feb - chinese (1, 5 & 9 vocab), ih (?) & AMC
14 feb - math (differentiation, binomial theorem, matrices) & freedom-frm-books! (i will get A1 for this)

& thn we're so free (: anyways. math is on a rather convenient day innit? alena sarah jo ym all hve school stuff on ):

speaking of which, just to appease mingming (tagboard spam) she's one of the loves of my life. hoho. and probably one of th cutest kids in th world! haha harnay you rawk us all continue being a great little tot kay! <3! style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">happy 16th cheronne!
always gna be our teletubby councillor! ♪ i shall try nt to break rules in class anymore. try.

yesterday was so beautiful,
perhaps today could get even better (:
and its gna sparkle eight days later.

TO TH ONE&ONLY ALENA WAN! <3

thr's a reason why youre th cutest, birthday girl. ♥

& th priceless picture of ronron (:

MOOLAH says: i want alena.

so alena! here's wishing you th rawkbestest birthday anyone could ever have. now go have fun, youre legal (; go wiiiilld. & God Bless! ♥ and hope you like yr new pet Moolah! (i want moolah. give me moolah.) let him stay on yr bed forever to keep you company each night. (was it a him or her?) and i do hope you took him out of his plastic bag alr else he'll die of suffocation.

expressions redefined.
musketeers! jasmine alena & i :)
Moolah is a snob and doesn wna look at th cam.
Believers when they -
believe. -.- (noreen's orange tape!)

even th drain couldnt hold its paunch anymore. :/

(girl im gna book you one of these days when youre out of yr hectic mooziq scheds. and tht's a promise i wont break)

so stuff has been happening. (: ldp on fri at smu was interesting bt we finished up at almost 8 and i wound up at vivocity w mom after tht. & then we were going down th escalator towards zara, and i saw claire's familiar back-of-th-head, and yelled to deafgirl (haha ;D) finally she heard me and turned around and then oO! (translate: adorable facial expression) haha so it was she and i still in school uni (im not alone in tht anymore) davina&sufen! now, what wre we doing in ny uni at vivo at 10 pm on a fri night? (:

and im beginning to get a little worried. i know ive managed to keep up w th homework list so far, bt thr remains a lot ive been procrastinating my life away for, in th name of hammock food and orchard. its mostly my own fault, bt i know if i dont wake up & get up soon, im gna fall behind again like in sec one, and i know i dont want tht to happen. so i better stop getting distracted and just try to focus on work, whn its meant to be done :/

like alena says, no point complaining when its yr own fault anyways. so ;) haha anyway. i need to learn to sleep early again. th effects of sleeping constantly at 3 or 4 or 5 am are beginning to show - dropping dead multiple times in th middle of class.

anyway - another beloved birthday in 1 hrs time! ♥
HAPPY LEGALITY JOANNE!

so on saturday. it was crazy. woke up at 7.45 am for math training w the 'cute old guy' (quotes a certain alena) prof xu and wound up being a little overdue on time, and consistently fell asleep during th last half hour AND couldn solve any of th questions except had a few starting points tht lead to a brick wall. bt relatively lasted til 10 am. thn rushed home for math (yes it just had to be math) tuition til 12.30 thn zipped down finally to orchard.

finally bought my white retroband and belt at fourskin ;D before heading down to esprit edc to stare at th love of a long gray top til 12.45 when joanne arrived at cathay. and we were spastically calling each other going

me: im at level one, opposite subway.
jo: im at level one, near famous amos.
me: doesnt tht mean tht youre like -
-turns around. oO hoho. thr she was 1 metre behind.

am blind. anyway. recognised beverly and faith from like 3 years ago (: thn we went to nydc @ heeren first to kill time. jo was walking w her huge sunflower. haha thn we were all full so we ate real light dishes like nachos and tortillas which were like super small ;D beverly and i made a pact to see each other 3 years later, again. and her sister went to hcjc and she was like 'its a good school! go go go.' hahaha acjc uniform + hcjc campus is th love man.


we tried to take pictures w th cowinglasses in heeren basement after lizhen came. bt jo didnt wna pose w it so we did the big cow in th end. (and she still didnt wna get onto it hoho :D) so we asked th waiter nearby to help us take and th five of us wound up smothering th cow so now you cant see MooMoo alr (:

bev faith lizhen jo i (& th smothered cow)

bev and faith went off at 430 so left lizhen and jo and i :/ went to level 8 pool centre bt th place was packed even if lizhen could pass off by showing her 16 year old ic. so went down to level one and finally kail arrived (we'd been waiting since 3 hoho) :D anyway was great cause i hadnt seen her at all since like pri 6. and kail not only lives one street away frm mae, apparently she goes to brmc too! just tht its youth service and i go went to Shine Forth so. (am going back during hols znamnsfaznzmx)

and we'll lead you on.

went to lime flea market and bought earrings (: they were selling loads of severely underpriced goods. and lizhen left at 5 plus plus so after tht we went to rocky masters cafe and ken arrived. haha my one conclusion frm our 2 hr chat at th cafe? joanne-ken. ken-joanne. j-k. k-j. sounds good enough yeah. pretty strange bt pretty funny as well ;D and if youre sure abt it, go for it jo! hohohoho

oh and today (which is actually 150107, date set to 14 for alena's sake ;P) was really really strange. cause i went to coronation to buy ym's tees (see im finally mentioning th cute ol lil erzi) thn i got back and julian told me tht he was at coro at 2.40 pm exactly, which was th time i was thr :/ and both of us were like we could have seen each other bt we didnt?! cause he was in the assessment bookshop and i happened to be checking smth out at th Christian bookshop just next to it probably at th same time i think? oO so yeah. th last time i saw jul was 1 jan so. it couldve been today znansmfxmxz. haha anyway thanks jul (and yingming dearest) for morning calls! <3 and may your insomnia go away soon! ;D

:D so far so good in school. we're living it out in fourten! its still rather mean to have to climb gazillion stairways ea morning bt lets think abt other classes who gta climb even further than that so. and as a striking bonus, we get th third floor haunted toilet too -.- think moaning myrtle, sounds familiar? haha

time management is totally down th drain.

and th sec four feeling still isnt exactly here yet. bt was amusing to go to th canteen today and yangzi was going on abt th gargantuan queues for like every stall in sight, and thr were these two gaping sec twos behind her listening in to th tirade (; and after it was done, they just stood thr giggling. dont rmbr being like that last time, but its good comic fun anyhows.

i like th third speaker from loyang sec on today's prelim round one of arena (: think she's got rly nice features, and she did put up a pretty good front. although th current belief still runs that arena goes along w style more thn substance, to sme extent. media glorified bt fun to watch :D lol mom was a bit scared off by th prof s s keet or smth. by his david gan, rather effeminate (LOL) appearance and mannerisms, i think hoho

-.- no more doing crazy stuff for th rest of this year, unless its a national emergency calling. th bummed out feeling does get to you after a while :/ bt th only legal rationale is cause was rly bored and anyways. hadnt had a night talk for a long time since jasmine and ____ so :D pretty surprised abt th rules and stuff, still (; am proud of myself anyways to survive one whole day w only 1 hr of sleep. but its strange that when you sleep 3 hrs or less bt more thn 1 hr, you still die out smewhr in th middle of school - like today during th chinese show. only woke up occasionally whn everyone suddenly went 'AWW' -.O lol

haha alena thanks for th mickey mouse cards they're absolute adoration! and really, material cost doesnt matter cause th thought is worth more than a million bucks (: mmm wife cake! hoho

lol tiffany coolios sia, had IR proposals shot at her house over th weekend, no wonder th whole house was like deck th halls from morning to evening. and th models and bouquets (: haha imagine seeing yr own hse being copied and pasted all over sentosa. should take th internship they offered, its a good deal and since thr is interest innit anyways. go girl!

new goal to replace new year resolution #0.1 - convert the mother =X it really is difficult to have religious-non-religious combinations. well unless you can do smth about it lah of course =D which is my current target. so at th moment, i really cant wait for this year to end alr. ea day is like -.- (apologises to whoever i was rant-whining away to on saturday night)

when time keeps playing with the mind,
& takes a double pass -
sometimes she thinks, what if we never met?

four days after new year, three days of school, two days of official lessons. one day of no homework (:

so new year 2007 was spent in one of the most coolios ways lol :D 2007 rawks luh! mom agreed to take me for holy communion watchnight service, as said, so yeah. (: the main theme that glorious night was praying and moving forward for a fruitful year ahead =P and the pastor had one important sentence to instill into everyone - "you reap what you sow" - so yeh its stickin w you me & everyone for th rest of this year. and then i learnt more about baptism and Holy Communion from this really really friendly filipino who was also attending the service and thought i was indonesian lol.

after church and all th "bye bye 2006", went to sentosa island to hang around siloso beach, since you cant actually go in anyway even if you tried w your mom next to you cause its obvious youre nowhere near 18 years old and maturely legal =/ and also not superbly fun please kuz nobody else could go, so just sat on the beach staring at the waves (: (its a nice feeling, dont believe go try at 1 am ea night =D) and looking at the sky w continual disturbances by the beatbanging from the party just a few metres to the left hoho (: anyway its sand north south east west right so sandy butt - mom was like "youre gonna dirty the car serious." aha but she sat down in th end, after deciding not to sit on the handouts from th church

ohyes mom likes th mng handbag i bought for her christmas present alot! whoopee to that :D haha she chose to miss my hint of "is that for sharing?" but generally got th msg. anyways she likes it so much i think i'll be nice and let it be a 100% present then.

alena finished church at 1 am so had a lil chat while munching dessert in delifrance siloso. its fun to talk to people late at night sia. last time was th day before ze birthday party (; aha. mom and i were wondering if we'd see something explosive (literally) on our way back from sentosa. cause on the new year of 05 (we were in nz in 06, four hrs ahead of everyone back home) while driving back from sentosa siloso again! we saw a motorcycle on flames, driver okay :/ anyway this year we saw a guy being pulled over by tp for i dunno drink driving i guess. people, drive safe! pft. & on th way out the sentosa bridge, thr was this angmoh lady supporting her friend who was totally keeled over, wanted to puke or smth. & th horny french couple in delifrance food queue.

reached home at like 4.30 am or smth (once in a year is perfectly alright luh) and totally knocked out til nearly 1 when i realised my whole pillow was vibrating :/ haha was invited to collin's bday party, except first call was at 9.37 am but was still sleeping sia. so went at about 2.30 til 6 plus ((: ate and talked (was given another two more photo shots i seriously dont rmbr at all from china =/ now hanging somewhr near th bed) CUT CAKE =D mmm awfully chocolate (double cake! didnt know it was aunty pats bday on 2 jan) then watched mom fighting it out on PS2 w julian (LOL :D rare photo opportunity)

aunty pat was trying to teach me how to play th clarinet (AHA coos at alena) while collin was showing off his clarinet skills -.- ha then had karaoke w the new set jul got from his grandma (aha wish come true) was super fun please (: can laugh and be jolly ea time you go off key and then th thing will flash like awful or can go really nice and th thing will go cool (; anyway those times when coll was singing the guys side generally won cause th guy's a choirmaster. didnt get to play th racing game in ze end ): haha nvm thr's always a next time. and jul owes me $1500 for th shirt i lent on my bday sia.

(haha china gang people! julian does aikido classes - a japanese form of taekwondo! surprise oh surprise :D)

aftr that vivocity (back to sentosa, second time in a day!) then shopped around before going back to watch madasgascar (i like to move it!) i finally watched it -.- slow sia. oh & to charge my phone :/ was super worried luh kuz it kind of internally collapsed again, wouldn turn on at all. and th last time it happened (for some unknown reason) all th pictures and stuff were lost. so was rly scared it'd happen this time too, that everything would be lost again :/ so pieced apart th phone and found smth loose inside so replaced it, and whoot it worked! (next day blew dry th phone so i dont have the other-person-cant-hear-me-talk-but-i-can-hear-th-other problem anymore :D)

now what happened to my new year resolutions? been sleeping at 12.30 (first day) 1.45 (second day, told self to sleep one hour earlier next day) and then guess what. 3.30 am :/ haha alena and i were like staying up to do commonwealth please but i wrote 1239 words of nonsense and she totally gave up so. but happy sia, next day didnt fall asleep AT ALL even though thr was chi and math lessons! (& physics haha :D) and stayed alive (BUT BARELY) through ldp meeting (2 - 6 pm! happy sia first time everyone gathered togethr) but died on the car ride home, and gave up staying alive at 9 so went to nap til 10. (haha julian went to buy an iron meanwhiles)

am really glad alena&i are tablemates this year! hoho i got alena into it, by dragging her over, as she accused (: along w sarah&joanna to our right :D and we're centreback in th class now - th slackest place ever, bt ive got inspiration to my left, and hyper rabbit and sony-ericsson-toting bimboh to my right. (: lol this year's gna be damnd fun sia. and its ironic i fell asleep during lecture in assembly on first day instead of yesterday. but anws =D glee. ytd's meeting was funny cause was trying to select a drink in 7-11, when suddenly saw three familiar faces outside th door near th control station - then realised it was adrian, andy and ben oO totally didn realise they were thr alr hoho. anyway did some catching up, and squealing about th k-wave (: met chriz, watched boon (adrian's junior!) and died laughing. and hugged suspiciously-well-used cushions in the xbox room while discussing ze impt logistics of touch cyber.

oh and th teachers this year. please 311 411 not only got th classroom closer to th canteen (you can wave frm th sci block to th classroom block sia) they got THE teachers sme more :/ clee is form, we got nah. clee is their eng teacher, we got audrey ting (am actually beginning to grow on tingting so nvm lah ;D) th rest are about th same. hmm maybe nvm but anyway. alena and i swear to boycott arial 12 which tingting insists is standard for official reports =O nth can do about it i guess.

shall play my guitar soon cause R&T can tell when i been playing. and also cause its nice yo ♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAVE A FANTASTIC 07!

& happy sizzling 17teenth collin! (:

haha super coolios to have yr bday on jan 1 luh (: then like the whole world celebrates your big day w you. or like Christmas, which is just as kool, cause people celebrate Christ's birth and yours together w you! haha nvm my bday is close enough to the big days right.

specially for this Year of the Pig (: oink everyone! let loose and go splashin in the mud!

new year resolutions:
#0.1 PERSUADE MOM TO LET ME GO CHURCH REGULARLY. now its super close to home can (:
#1 sleep early, wake up early.
#1a. sleep late still have to wake up relatively early.
#2 be better focused, dont get distracted so easily - essentially control the wires of mah brain
#2a better time management - urgently required.
#3 dont be a spoilt brat. (haha remove th princess status grandma christened me with) do my own stuff more.
#4 find a place whr alena ym and everyone can work at even if we're not 16 yet! earn our own $ yo! :D
#5 get rid of chinese by jc! (apparently all i need is to pass 50 marks. HM. wish me luck)
#6 straighten out tennis training! (regularly, michael wie, 7 pm @ sicc each sunday)
#6a dont keep losing tennis balls to the sicc jungle.
#7 stop opening the fridge door every 20 minutes (failed diet)
#7a get malu to buy a padlock for the fridge (haha joking luh D:)
#8 the list goes on. just where to continue? just know it and do it lah basically.
#9 do not let any of these resolutions become those for 2008 pls.

there. ((: school starts in 48 hours. has yet to do much homework D: NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS WAKE UP.

oh and michael wie was collin's ex coach. th world is much too coincidental to feel safe. ;D