hoho first off. a truly belated cheena new year!

and then comes - th absolutely lovely feeling when you ask th mother abt church, and she approves. so this past sunday you find yr ass back in barker (: and its th first sunday of Lent - which ive made a mental note to find out more abt. cause i realised i still dont know a lot of things abt Christianity. so yeahhh :/ and so far, th only thing i know abt Lent is its a kind of Christian fasting, when we're at th peak of our reflections on as well as communications with the Lord (:

and another mental note to drag mom to church on Easter Sunday 4 april. since th issue she had w my church going was shes nt religious, and thusly was unable to understand th rationale behind going (?!) th best solution would be to draw her into th Church. and would be lovely, cause th ultimate goal is to hv as many people as possible saved. and accepted. hoyeah (:

anyways. blasted $50 on taxi fares for sat and sun - i happily take taxi to barker and tkss. i need to get mom to pick me up aft barker or sth. this past sunday uncle kk gave me a lift back - well okay so they stay at coro, which is really close to me. bt still. and on top of it we stopped by at island creamery to pick up a nutella scoop. oh dear :/ i actually wanted to walk up th hill bt wasnt allowed. haha! i like walking. anyways am not liable to forget julian's uber uber comical expression when he saw me first time after 2 months. and then of course, collin th pig was at home sleeping. haha.

speaking of which, sat was absolutely horrible. bt definitely a wake up call (literally) to get back down to earth and just quit quit quit quit quit flitting around town when i cld hv done it on other days. and settle down at home to do work as a priority so i dont need to stay up till like 5 and then totally die th next day. which was what happened :/ anyway i dont intend to ever repeat such a thing again - cause w exception of post-fire-drill-physics lab-drama (yes alena, glare), i dont rmbr ever being as much an irresponsible prick as sat. am grateful much thr was no filming for th girls on sat D:

rzmnvxanzxvbc. hoppity hop. i need to get pictures from my camera out. and woot woot. finally got my graces dress frm celia loe. if we ever get (hahaha damn unlikely) to hv a year end prom, shall start scouting soon. and meanwhiles start finding others for other party occasions (: i used to hv like 6 bt threw them all out cause i didnt like them anymore. anyways. i think mom's like so comically funny cause she was adamant at a lot of things about LSC and wanted to petition to th sch. primarily her point of - "th mothers are all [make up] workshops." (: am not gna forget tht comment any time soon, believe me. just cracked me up laughing. still, am trying to refrain from grouching over th lack of SL and RC and F and etc.

dang i want tht dress from POIS @ paragon. its silver. its metallic sheened. its knee length. and its one hecka beauty (: i shall need to enter cambridge before mom even considers buying it for me though. pft. or be a good girl for 10 weeks in a row - not possible to her. haha :D anyways tiffany and i were like revelling away th sunday talking abt our dream universities - we want to go to university of canterbury in nz, cause we both hv connections to sheepland anyway (: and we spend break times sitting in th meadows staring at Dolly. hahaha my remarkables pwns your clearwater much! (: oh and marvelling at th fact tht mom turned down th offer to go to UC Berkeley a million years ago. haha :D seriously, if you get th chance, you'd sure better take it.

and tnight i asked her abt it and she said it wasnt just that bt UCLA and UC Berkeley and Uni of Wisconsin as well. jiminy. and she chose to reside in NUS. mom has a great sense of - patriotism? what? ugh. i dont know. all i know is if i was offered th chance i'd leap right into its arms. hella hella (: pft.

hoho right now am nursing th first throbbing headache of my life and a now-almost-gone sore throat (yay! to tht) and a teetering temperature of 37C. it better stay thr. its like borderline. was shivering during SIL today even though th audi's supposed to be like really warm so yeah. gt me worried. and ea time i ran or skipped (HAHA) or like walked up th steps (!) my head would explode w fireworks good enough to grace an a-bomb :/ i HATE being ill, even if its only a bitsy whitsy itsy. anyways. i cannot believe this is a result of doing chinese for too long - its just evidence #1352 that i simply cant take chi in jc, and needless to say. CHILIT. thr goes all yr hopes for me, alena my sweet (:

new sch shoes! (: like yeah finally. drollso. haha. i need to go sleep alr before my head becomes a dangerous bazooka tmr morning. and finally my maroon dear arrives tmr (: custom tailored down (up, if you will) and fresh. hoho. shopping date for last minute dresses this thursday! (: finally hanging out w no work strings attached. xoxo

much love for making sure i was gna sleep alr before gg off at 3.30 am last night. despite two tests today.

beaching in bintan
16 feb 07 - 20 feb 2007
8 pm ferry to 8 pm ferry
17 feb 2007 - 20 feb 2007
8 am ferry to 8 pm ferry

shall be back (soon).
lovely i'll call under th waves.

all cause of th bad weather, and presumably choppy seas, am now leaving tmr morning instead. which is like soo annoying cause i would hv loved to go at night, tonight ): honestly, at night, th wind coming in from th sea is so much love and to hv the sandy salty air on th fourth level apartment :D th click of wine glasses in th lobby, th low murmur, th new age music tht plays overhead in th sitting area, th nice people thr - they're like remarkably polite and definitely not hostile! shiite we should like bring them home to teach our own th values of awesome service.

anyways. first thing im gna do when i reach angsana tmr morning is to go down to my Rock and sit thr (; haha last we went was two years ago alr ohdear. time just whooshes past like a lamborghini gallardo or smth. haha! so yeah. its this huge pile of minerals and rock salts (yeah right). no okay its a rock. a huge one. like a boulder (: and sits near th waves. so during high tide, waves just lap around it abit, and you can sit thr and read a book or smth. queen of th rock oh yeah ♪

okay my camera memory card is like screwed up or smth so my lappie doesnt read it and now i cant get any pictures out. damnn! :/ haha so yesterday's reunion was pretty much Most Memorable. we had dinner at th peach garden in th west wing of th OCBC centre. haha yusheng was so funny cause th waitress was so soft :D so mom was like da sheng yi dian please? haha then we talked to her and she apparently came from china or smth and they all speak in low tones thr (: then while we were yushenging uncle kept locking his chopsticks, so it gt like rly tangly and he was like this year i hve yuan fen w yusheng hahahaha! :D

lol then everytime th waitress served water or tea, or changed my plates or smth i'd go thankyou and mom would like scold and go -
mom: jayneee! these people here are from china! say xie xie!
hahahaha mom's xie xie is th best sounding i tell you.

hahaha so it was fun till th last dish, which was like prawn noodles in chilli sauce. for sme reason i didnt detect th sauce till it was too late - id nearly finished alr. so after th dinner, i was in th car and began to itch real bad. thn when we got home we decided to watch step up to kill th rest of th night before everyone had to go to bed (: and thts when i realised it wasnt going to get any better, cause allergic reaction to chilli was creating huge rashes like everywhr? which was so gross and disturbing :/ so mom was getting seriously frantic and took me to hospital. and i think i was given steroid meds. pft. it sounds so drugged out.

anyway slept it off and didnt go to school today. luckily it was only half day. cause anyways at 6 allergic reaction was still thr and mom didnt want me to go to sch w rashes cause it would scare people off and if it were getting overly itchy anyways how was i gna do anything abt it? haha so she made me sit myself at home and rest. yeah okay so this is resting. no shiite i spoilt my nv-had-no-rest-off from school record ):

i need to do more situps aiite. th other day mom and i were shopping and she turned around and -
mom: i think youve gta eat less, you look like youre two months pregnant.
WHAT? -.- hello we just ate dinnerrr! food makes yr stomach expand okay! hahaha bt yes anyways i need to exercise and do smth :/ hv apparently lost th inches i lost in new zealand (which translates: ive gained them back) cause th other day i tried my cargoes and theyre not hippies anymore. dang!

anyway. v-day this year! (: haha spent w th special someone - alena! (hahaha man you gta be honoreddd) lol k-i-d-d-i-n-g not :D finally finally took us out. to coffee bean alfresco at paragon! haha and we had blueberry cheesecake and sme kind of espresso/latte/coffee. and youre right, my tastebuds hv an affair w caramel ice blended than any other kind of coffee, really.

it reminds me of th time in chengdu, when mom and i were waiting for our flight out of china. haha tht time when i forgot to charge my phone so it died on me and i couldn do anyth w it damnnn. and we were in this cafe and i ordered a banana blended bt th menu didnt mention any caffeine cause of china's lovely notions of proper english translation hahaha :D so it turned out to contain coffee. was so appalled when i tasted it :/ so mom had to change it bt hahaha anyway. she bought a portrait out of her splurge mood after that. pft.

anyway what we did after that? walked around a bit and observed couples in cathay. hahha like th scandal sj-chij couple and th acsi (ib)-hcjc one. and not forgetting unknownwhiteuniform-(censored from ny) one! hahaha only alena knows this one (: th one tht scarred us forever. like her nygirl-skinheadguy scandal! tht was like so funny! (: people hv vastly different tastes, apparently. well lets see. alena am going to watch you closely next year! when th ratio of guys to girls becomes a little mre fair thn 1600:0! at least it will be like 1:1 or smth! woot.

and met sam and cath en route to th mrt. haha miss seeing sam arnd in sch smetimes alr man. (: anyway was really cool to see her after soooooo long. spent awhile rattling away abt her sch life and how she's w floorball now - which is uber awesme to have as a cca yknw? (: haha yeah youre making us jealousssss. much love, b!

haha at night was so cute cause was shopping for th cny cards w mom and looking for th dress in taka bt i realised i dont like their collection v much so. didnt find it in th end. thn was looking arnd fr a new pencilcase and thn _____ made contact just before th flight to japan ((: haha was whining abt taka's lack of pencilcases and th possibilites of kidnapping ayumi hamasaki hme. (ew) haha actually th death note guys wld be fantastic choices! (:

shoot ive gt sme o's missing frm th typing :/ anyways thts cause my o key isnt wrking. pft. so im reduced to ctrl-x and ctrl-v-ing it. haha! :D damn i feel so evil for ignoring chen's msg.

i just realised my cup is uneven. as in, it has th profile of th leaning tower of pisa. no wonder th water looks uneven too. haha anyway shop shop shop! shoot gna miss orchard next few days. lets go out guys! alena sarah jo and whoever else is in dire to-die-for need (: we should hv sme kinda evening garden party. those three words - they sound like so much fun. is downtown east near th beach? we could go walking in sand without our heels in th sand. nothing nicer than a gown trailing on th sand or smth. hahaha thts whr th dream of being wed in church then th beach comes in (; sounds pretty cool.

we seriously need to buy our gowns.

(me hearties: alena, you, me & etc)

140207. beautiful date.

lovely day - except for those who hv music. but no matter. am dragging th youyouyou of our lives out today (: although its been put off so long alr tht coffee bean has even stopped selling their licious honeydew blended. haha they better not stop selling th fat laden chicago cheesecake ever aiite. anyhows no matter - we've christened wednesdays get fat/obese days.

this is whr i begin to miss running around home and tanglin and whrever. pft.

hahaha new year parties! (: aunty rachel called to do her yearly invite to her place in about a fortnight. except i thought it was mom calling so answered th phone a little too enthusiastically cause i was gna ask her smth (hoho) bt it was aunty rachel so yeaahhhh. i think she was taken aback for quite a bit before she managed to begin asking whatever she did (:

mom contemplates moving th wireless to th centre of th house so i can do computer work in my room instead of th common study or kitchen :D bt th problem is her room signal becomes really weak so she doesnt like that part of th deal. hola go get another wireless - tht solves a lot of problems. (:

(th gratia convenience of having a computer in class. which isnt locked up like in so many other schools. hint hint!)

soooo. i think im hooked on floorball now. its absolutely th s :) its fun to run around wildly and with a stick in hand looking for tht puckball thing. and its too hilarious th way sabrina just tells us all th time to pls be careful cause we 410 ers keep waving th sticks around, or just doing th slash thing (which is a foul) and and and - basically we put ourselves into majestic danger.

anyways. like alena says, i dance w th stick - & so do you! (: haha esp th part whr we're supposed to do those drills and one defends th net, one comes barraging at you like a winded bull. what a load of fun (: hahaha and finally finally FINALLY alena sieved out a date when she's free. anybody who can find time to go out to orchard or vivocity or whatever, say so alr ;D vivo for th new River Island, they sell everything from punk to retro (love) to mod (:

yesterday was absolutely funny. cause i was supposed to go for th blood test thing at orchard. and you know how most people will just freak out or just stay placidly calm during an injection? anyways now i think th nurse thinks im mental cause when she poked me i thought it was ticklish so i laughed. YES I LAUGHED (; and she gave me tht strange look tht says it all. haha!

and apparently i look old (is tht supposed to be good or bad? a compliment or an insult? at least now i can try breaking into M18 movies! ;D) cause -

#1
nurse: is dr chiang yr mother?
me: yes.
nurse: are you her daughter?
me: er, yes?
what did i just answer you?!

#2
man on th street: excuse me i need you to do a survey. are you singaporean?
me: yes.
man: how old are you?
me: 15!
man: huh oh okay nevermind! (walks off)

#3 th classic best.
haha cause this old lady in th lobby of mount e hospital wanted to go up to th 4th floor. so i took her up in th lift (being civil and a respected member of society hahaha) and she struck up conversation in th (very) short ride -
lady: ni lai kan ni de baby ah?
translates into: you came here to see your baby?

so yeah th granny is like so cute! ;D bt she's a tad too early aiite. haha (: anyways i still dont think i look that old huh. :/ (still, if it gets me into R21 movies, why not)

emo emo princess a few nights ago. now am just hoping for th best (thr never was a worst, i insist!) cause i know everyth's gna be so so so fine yeah? and we're all gna be soooo healthy. th injections hv started, i think it looks painful. so im gna take care of my own health from now on alr! (: and be more watchful abt what i eat. i mean serious. th amt of icing sugar i pile on my crepes are enough to kill please. diabetes? no thank you.

am still stuffed from this morning's whopperella breakfast. was lovely, all tht food! i resolve to start making konnyaku jelly soon, so i can at least add one thing to my cooking agenda. alena said it was easy (: and maybe someday i'll advance to baking. without blowing up th oven first, tht is.

okay now am gna hv to survive th rest of this very long day :/ am still so shagged out frm last night. was my fault, technically. its so crazy to go towning till 12.30 am plus plus on a school day - anyways i know i wont be doing it for a long time. unless no hw of course ;D stayed up till 2.30 plus to do th pig thing hahaha im fond of it now okay (: and alena's hawaiian kawaii mr aloha!

gta get back to doing qt regularly. (:

tonight was dumb. bt being able to emo it all out felt really good afterwards, now. at least now im not holding back smth ive been holding back since like six months ago or smth - i lost count alr. so although am still rather on edge, at least now it feels alot better. really really appreciate you being there so so so much & sorry for having to burden you, thank you dear. ♥ emo princess. haha

i sound like a parrot -.- anyways right now
Let's Go Out.
yech. particularly since all th major exams (for you, me and sme of us) are overrrr ;D haha for those of you who still have piano, or chinese lit or whatever else. good luck get th bomb grades aiite.

& to get th mango dress thing mom&i planned for cny, get sme stuff for mom & to treat people like alena to coffee bean's honeydew iceblended and chicago cheesecake. okay so tht means fats. bt once in a blue moon doesnt hurt i think? anyways. its not hard to diet in school. unless smeone stuffs a chocolate croissant under yr nose (: roar so what happens next? alena noelle sarah joanna - lets all pledge to shed half-ten (FIVE!) kilos off by march prom. so we can actually fit into pear dresses haha

pft. and go back to bugis on a non-academic-purpose trip to slack around, shop and buy more earrings. haha lets all get earstuds w our first alphabet on it. it'd be like sme kind of feminine identity tag. oh yes, remembers chem jurong island project. do we really have to do as thick a journal as those prima donna examples th prev seniors set us? cause those are like, seriously scary.

today's lessons were so crazy, it was funny. and yes, seriously, either you pay attention to a certain cher and you begin going to lalaland. or you dont pay attention cause all th info goes in one ear, and out th other anyways. oh and talk a bit and rabbit-ear cher will hear you right away and shutyouup :/

mr nah: the bell has gone alr right?
jasminetan: no!
[the bell rings promptly enough]
mr nah: yeeeess! (:
see th teachers cant wait to get rid of us.

haha american math competition was much slumber party fun too. esp th part whr some of us fell asleep. hell yeah, by th 8 th question all of us were like Oo please no. so all it took was just letting yr head drop and dwibble off into dreamland. nv knew tankc was such a himboh, he was flouncing around, arms waving and all. and and and all those things he did to sarah cheang! (: funny pls. like alena said - "he's a gd candidate for chinese dance!" HAHA

cant wait to watch dvds and be a couch potato and eat potato even if it does mean beating up th entire purpose of running to tanglin and back. haha i wna go sicc this fri, or sat&sun, cause they're screening step up which is absolutely hot love. no its nt cause of channing tatum (well hey he is bi) its more of th dancing and jenna dewan! (: sean paul!

yay th ACS circulatory bug i much nearly caught has flown away on its pretty wings (: i love lozenges. and godiva chocolates. okay maybe they werent th reason bt i ate them today too so anyway. gna acknowledge them as well!

I (am) Miss Cookie.

hm. good luck all for biology paper one ohseven tmr. to have photographic memory would be nice. thn we wouldnt have to kill 1 million brain cells absorbing stuff about homeostasis, hormones and hexcretion. pft. still. anyways whatever it is, alena, i am not going to take clit in jc - cause im more attached to bio or chem. or physics! (: haha bt maybe i might. MIGHT. if smth rivetingly unseatingly powerful actually persuades me to. tough luck man. hey maybe i will take up liuqin if my inclinations twist towards chinese and music. someday.

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so 2 feb was like such a fun day aiite. was supposed to tell a friend when i arrived, and we did just before 2 at a pretty freaking big place and wasnt expecting to have to see anyone til after th thing was over. bt in th end cause a friend had to go off, most possibly, wound up having to find th friend before th meeting began. and then tai lao shi gt into the way :/ anyways it was great after one whole month :) coincidences galore to go all th way to front thinking we'd be thr and thn we happened to be thr only cause we got lost. haha. anyway after tht a phone screwed up so we didnt go helped along to orchard in th end ): so basically abandoned friend.

oh and. aunty p called me. on accident? haha.

still sat was fun. except i wish i replied when i knew i should have bt didnt. pft. nvm. another coincidence. i ran to tanglin w mommy ytd and it turned out a friend was at tanglin, right thr, too! dang. i should tell before i go anywhr next time. cause this isnt th first time. ):

and my uncle and aunty are like visiting now [1147 pm eve of a test] w plain yoghurt, indian delights and dried blueberries and raspberries (?!) therefore. am going to put on whatever weight i lost at tennis today. oh yeah. am soooo happy from tennis today. cause michael (mikey HAHA thts what i call all michaels) said my general strokes have improved, just have to improve on timing and footwork. its not my fault if th ball comes too close and im staring at it wondering how to do a sweeping low-high shot! :/ haha i rally 5 - 6 times now, michael wants to raise it to 20 so i can play matches. (: go me! haha and lynette and alena and whoever else plays tennis lubba lubba.

anyways its so sad tht you miss someone more when you see th person. somehow makes one wish tht humans were born without emotion or powers of thought. but thn tht would cancel out a lot of fun anticipation and th general cause-for-missing. ycrem tuohtiw sllik sruoh 42 rof gniklat ton. ohwells ♥

shall go eat alr. bye bye loves.