ughh. my math is over. or worse? i dont know like 3 out of 10 sth questions, which amounts to 30% (!!) and i keep falling asleep. kuz doing math math math is booring. so i sit on fatboy in between thinking (math!) and just doze off.

and this morning, as i just told alena, i got up at 10 and sat meditatively in bed til 1.30 plus plus? my head was whirring things so early in th day. pft. thinking.

oh whutever. i plan to abstain frm th comp and focus fr th next two days. yeaaa i will try (:

anyways. ldp was a blast. was on sat morning :D and i woke up promptly enough, just that had to wait around fr mom to dress up. so one half day of wearing a banana skin and blue flapper -.- took loads of photos which ive promised to load on wed night! (yessss, maths OVER!) & of course, kevin and yinqi did it really well! love those guys.

team Ag liveth.

and then island creamery mass party! tht was soooo good. had reverso, strawberry sorbet, cookies and cream (: and banana and nutella. a bit of each, of course, or id be a big pig by now! haha. kept flitting from th nanyang clique to the Ag + tongjie clique kuz they both had marvelous flavors to eat and rather juicy gossip at sme point.

went to coro to meet jo, bt met kail on th way. aft we went to island creamery. yes, again! :D haha i dieee fr it. was great to catch up, since jo had her party in town last. did sme proper talk, proper gossip. and some more scoops - had very berry. turned out ben th waiter knows jo and kail.

i cant rmbr people's names at all. ben asked if i could rmbr weiying and i took a long time w tht one. aft, we saw zhizheng (?) on th way and he told kail he rmbrs me, bt i DONT -.- oh well anyway i left them to study at 4 sth :/ not a good thing. i was meant to be home at 2.30 plus. talked to tiff frm th window! haha.

jo, ive only met zhen once, bt dont put off things, cause it hurts more tht way. love you babe.

one of th things i thought about since yest was how jo and i were last time. how we spent hours fooling around in our rooms and i dont know, being gossip girls? talking, playing w brandy, hanging w su and eunice? all that changed when i moved. now we see ea other 2 times in 6 months, compared to 3 times a week last time :/ so thats why we're making an effort now.

in fact, its pretty good we actually still know ea other th way we do. i was reminded when i said sth abt hanging w tiffany quite often (last yr! more things to do this yr plus play) and jo was like oh haha so its you and tiff now. sighhhh. shout over balconies days gone past.

-.- plenty more people fr th missing. ive promised jasmineteo we'll hang out in june (:

14.38 minutes
2.4 km run -.-
yeaaa whoopeee. its like 3 seconds less than last year.
nevermind, ive beaten my personal goal, whacked up my record. now to aim fr PFT straight As. hahahahahaha as if okay :D

actually i think i wont have done it without my mp3. was supposed to run fr this past week bt just slacked off and slept like a pig, eating ice cream during my conscious & subconscious states. pft nvm. and i still am! bet ive put on 3 kg alr over 2 days which is horrible. but who to blame bt myself fr stuffing 5 meals plus snacks a day?!

grunt! hahahaha. anyway last fri was like uber kool (: aft ldp. my mom surprised me w th invitation to th one degree 15 club. cause theyre officially releasing their new yacht and opening th club, plus it was th boat fair 2007 thing :D mom likes ocean stuff so she was quite happy. but got annoyed later kuz patients prevented her frm going fr th day events. anyway we got thr @ night and snazzed th cocktail bar (: and just flopped over on th balcony recliners.

anyways tmrs like ldp day so im guessing im gna sleep early tonight or risk over sleeping til 6.45 or sth. my usual bad :/ and tmr i officially start mugging math! :D sat sun mon tues. i promise i shall be good,
just fr this last lap
go me! (: (& YOU AND YOU AND YOU!)

so hm yea today was really interesting -
ben stabbed his leg w a penknife i dont know how he did it it was so. strange. he was cutting th corrugated plastic and suddenly sliced right through onto his lap? anyway he had plenty of blood on his pants and yeaaa th guys had some good ol guy fun. quite grosse, really. stained and spreading :S ew.

and aft, yinqi and i went to mt e so i could go to mom fr my eye check up! (YAY im okay alr! :D) at th lobby we met a running-like-crazy-things-everywhr-catching-lift collin. just recognised him frm his tie, messy hair and skinnyness :P soooo. i said hi and he looked up, said sth and almost immediately like "bang!" & fell down, skidded some on his knees on th marble floor.

really cracked yinqi and i up. told juu and he was positively gleeful cause now he has sth to laugh at big bro about hahaha. he was just rubbing his hands and planning sth fr tonight, i swear. :D

and yes.
NEXT WEDNESDAY FRIDAY WE ARE DONE!
WE ARE OVER.
WE ARE FREE TO HIT TH STREETS & DEADKILL PARTYYYY-
DANCE BAKE AND COUCH MOVIES. ilu (:

deadbeat mortification.

anyone whos ever wanted to see me in speckos (!) in public (!!!! die) has just gotten his/her wish. okay th speckos are funky enough without just making me die entirely, but yeaaa. after seven years of lenses, ive got sth itchy and tickles on my nose bridge D: no srsly, mom thinks im a mix of prof john nash + miranda priestley. okayyy.

and then mom just had to say -
"youve got a damn big cornea ulcer."
I DONT WNA GO BLIND. :/ nuuuu way.

okay i wont if i rmbr to adminster those eyedrop things. but yeh. its so mad. just when some of you were commenting on my bad lens cleaning habits, this happens. just when ive a bio test on eye this happens. AND. just when i have a mom in the eye business, THIS FING HAPPENS. yea, fing = thing.

she showed me my lenses and a 15 min lecture. huge protein coating on them, oh its so grosse. it cmes from bad care :/ haha. my fault okay okayyy. though i havent changed those lenses since, yea, pri 5? ew. & on top of that ive like
cornea abrasions

yes, tears as in "tehhh-s" in the cornea. cause my eyes were so painful i kept rubbing them.

okay summing it up - my eyes are uncomfortable. my nose is more uncomfy and so am i. D:

oh but th good side of it. mom brought/bought me shopping today. walked around all my favourites till i wound up picking between an orange frappers bar top and a grey dress top. between pull & bear and topshop i chose topshop. thats so sad. bt haha anyhoos. i wnted th zara skirt and brown top though.

was supposed to buy court shoes but wound up buying a pair of mary janes? REALLY low heels :/ black closed toe to fit sch regs fr this sat. i really wanted to buy th jungle strapped pair bt mom said wait and think abt it kuz i may regret it. (shes right, really. i need to consider first)

no wonder women take so long to shop. no wonder we fuel th world's economy. $$

"more birthday presents." just another lousy excuse to shop on a monday :)

anyways. biooooo is oooooover! dang im happy, both ways. and i bought tiff her foccacio bun today kuz tmr i wont have time. and im not waking up at 5 am on wed morning just to pass her sth that will only hoarsen her voice bfore like syf choir.

(of course i could always do that to sabb out mg fr ny but no im a good girl)

i cant wait to get a second dosage of poto.
i cant wait to spend my hols in town.
i cant wait to drag alena around town and th grand piano.
i cant wait to go back to brmc on 6 may.
i cant wait to go lhasa and breathe fresh air.
i cant wait fr sth thats too little too late, oh no.

ugh i cant believe it.
28 may - ib open house. APPRECIATION DAY w touch cyber. (DIE.)
29 may - SMO (I WILL DIE ANYWAY.)
looks like im gotta have to postpone my date with th lhasa mountains. which means i forgo a holiday with since childhood friends D: haha. havent spoken to hao & liang fr ass long. anyway mom really wants to go vacationing w aunty gan, so i think this kinda disappoints her.

everyone, behold th devil in bloooood red horny speckos tmr. :D
nah, i could always borrow mom's turtleshells instead.

its not v long away i know,
say PRESS THE PANIC BUTTON. but -
on hiatus till the biology test is over.

ugh. another late night :/ alright a quick one then. really, ive gotta quit dozing off in class. so the new plan, take my lappie to school so i can actually do work during break (yes whut a nerdmuch) and sleep more! haha beauty sleep :D and freshness, which is definitely a good thing.

anyhoos i am annoyed. okay i know its for my teeths own good. but those bands are hurting like shiite & besides, i cant eat my fav snacks anymore. cant eat th fridge anymore. well i guess its good cause then ill stop raiding & probably shed some of those kilos in the coming months. yes, months.

i dont care, im still eating my crepes @ raffles city w alena. pft! and five days of shopping, five days of music lessons (haha!) w alena, etc. love love xoxoxoxo

am still raving mad over being able to watch phantom w tiffany in the coming days. now please move faster, time. :D

oh & i was mistaken fr ben's mother today. !@#$%^&~ haha whutever happened to fifteen hello.

and yes ive plenty to study fr bio.

1. eye
2. nervous system
3. meiosis & mitosis divisions
4. asexual repro in plants
5. sexual repro in plants
   

ughh. i do wish youd stop pissing off people around you. oh, that includes me. knvm.

hahaha dang. somewhere it said love thy neighbours.

tiffany's bought us category A tickets for phantom of the opera fr 11 may! :D
night slot. or sth.

whutever it is. love, much.
(yea i know i just watched it ytd but anything!)
and did i mention, the phantom is drop-melt cute? (:

mom said - "omg HANTUS!"

momsie likes photowhoring on steps. :D

fr sth as mega as phantom of the opera, who says
BIG AINT BEAUTIFUL?!
nuff said (:

tiffanygottowatchtwice1&7april. >:/

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
POTO :D
15 APRIL 2007
SUNDAY 2 PM MATINEE -
ESPLANADE THEATRES BY THE BAY.

woah. its soooo fast. seemed only yest mom and i were queueing (at a v long one too) at wisma.
aft which we digressed to buy her nine westies. and nearly, a bag. now, its the day.
yea anyhoos ive got a huge thing for POTO so thats why im making sucha fuss. dont ask.

ive yet to finish studying fr physics, and i havent started practising o levels fr chem on tues.
tmr/today (if you consider th time) is totally gone alr :/ so yea.
i think im kinda screwed fr this test. dunno anymore.

tried calling ac today but was told to call back on monday. going to ask them how to apply. ugh i hate interviews.
anyway my only guilt about applying is a pretty big one -
friends.

like alena, ym, among others. screwet, alena. i know im gonna miss you BB. and big time.
IF i get in, IF i accept. iffy days :D
you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

haha. sound retarded. whut only?! (: but anyhoos. lets see first.

okay im going back to studying magnets (attractions hawt, repulsions nawt) and writing sme shizz singlish julius caesar piece! shizzzzz. haha. julius caesar is named after me, i swear.

all the best for syf band!
huff and puff and blow those judges away! :D

yes youll get your fav flowers on band concert day.
meanwhiles, stomp away to jericho! :D bring em down to their knees!

that aside, today was 410's birthday or sth (:
i swear i have to stop telling myself that this cookie will be my last - every half hour.

and chinese and ih today -
nv felt more apprehensive, AND happy. i mean, th worst is over! :D
although it was soo hard. and non-interpretable.
tuition today was funny - rain came in and kinda wet mdm kwan (:

goodnight <3

wheel-art-is-reel-art 07!
was really fun, even though my fox capris are kinda stained and screwed up now. and i used sch skirt as an apron! :D but anyways. we painted, we mixed colors, we conkered hahaha! so fun. and lots of photos. and movies. THANKS ALENA! (:

may thr be like WAIRA 08 and 09 and 10 and whutever else before the world ends w global warming overdose.

haha zippitydoodah. today was fun (: we did roughly 10% work and 90% chat-n-play. raided th fridge, ate pizza, easter eggs, cookies. and deep discussions on a dusty bedroom floor. broke a glass (!) and checked out videos of jas from ytd etc. and tried to blackmail sarah.

anyways. so many secrets out :D and ive made a decision alr. strongly supported by momsy too! its always good to have many options. only whether i can get in - thts a shizz problem. thr are interviews. noooo -.-

i kinda regret not going to church today. :/

thanks sarah fr th (uhh?) easter eggs (which were actually m&m-s!)
& juus for get-out-of-bed easter greetings :D

strange things just happen when you didnt really expect it.
but it comes along anyway.
leaves you kinda confused.

-
happy good friday &
early easter sunday.

"Rejoice knowing that Christ laid down his life for your sins. :)"
- juus.

multiple cheers to th end of one hella nasty week (: yeh i srsly am not counting on losing tht phone again. although it may be a good reason to get tht liciously slim w8800i (or sth) sony ericsson - after maybe 1 week of an indignant mother, potential grounding and no phone. haha.

i probably need to start calling the dance studios soon. or a photographer shop or sth. once ive decided which cca im gna take next year. i doubt im gna take tennis in jc. to get in will be a problem, and my lessons are so assively erratic - mike keeps planing off to los angeles or sth :/ so i keep getting these barren 2 week stretches. anyhoos. i love street dance, and if i get a pro cam, ill get a nikon or sth equally kool as those :D :D :D

uggh anyways saturday morning was fun. decided to take sarah and liza home w me to chill before th bukit batok cc bio talk - so we wound up examining a dusty telescope, my room, quills and stinkydog! haha. thats whut liza calls march - stinkydog (said v fast) :D we had gastronomia sorbets before, and i chatted up w th nice lady again - shes awfully nice (:

later on, lyn came and a guy attacked the car near bukit batok cc - it was sooo scary. he was in boxers only and was jumping up and down on a car. aft which he came and banged up lyn's dad's car -.- and sat on th road. bet he came from imh. anyways. was freaked out. plus th talk was about piles and blood so tht didnt really help.

mom had a lot to say about imh letting its people run around. anyways! uncle dp convinced her he would take me home in one piece if he flew me up to tioman and back :D haha. its uber fun to have a pilot uncle (: personal driver. haha kidding. so yea we're gna do tht in may, cant wait! and i got uncle dp to expand on the charity thing hes doing - mom said she would try to do free cataract ops. you gotta LOVE it.

went to palm sunday service in a cab. first sunday of april - so we had holy communion. i dunno why i held th ribena fr so long before drinking it :/ anyway loved the service - it got me (and many others, im sure) to reflect on why He would weep when the world was in celebration - what it meant about Him, about us, etc. :D hoping to go for the Good Friday service, in addition to Easter Sunday. in any case, mom's not gna allow me to go aft this week till end april - 3 services missed. stupid stupid - th tests, i mean ._.

on study options fr next year
c: hc is a good sch, but acs ib has stronger sciences than hc, has a really fun envt [a long passage on chem and bio plus humans]
me: your school has a lack of girls ):
c: dont worry about the guys - there're more and more girls in acs ib
me: thinks about how that doesnt mean alena rah jo lyn etc :/
c: wait a minute, thought you have an aversion to acs i guys?!
:D

and sth alena will definitely maybe most likely etc agree to -
"les miserables has cleverer music than phantom."

anyways nearly went to clarke quay w coll jul and gang fr cuban cuisine, bt last minute grans wanted to eat crystal jade, and family prioritises over friends, so. -.- haha. mom was like next week (this sunday) why dont we all go to goodwood park hotel fr tea? :D hopefully. but thrs chem discussion :/ tea probably will last till 4.30 plus plus. anyhoos - luuuuurrrrvvvve that place! bought alena's vday + thanks for thursday chocs frm there, plus durian puffs from th cafe. feel like koping some from her.

i didnt realise Lent ends this fri :/ so i began eating my chocs again. darn. next time i know - and i know also, i shouldnt be brushing it off so lightly, but im not too sure how im gna take back such a horrid mistake, either.

I NEED TO GET BACK TO OBSERVING THAT SET OF RULES I SET FR MYSELF.
(as soon as i rmbr to read it again)