byeeeee.
oh sutera beach & broadband. life rocks dunnit.

...

Mom just shocked the glibs out of me by saying:

Momsy: You know, whether you get in or not... Its all up to Him [God] If He wants you in, then yeah sure you'll get in, and if He doesnt [intend for you to get in] then youre not going to be in.

!! I'm surprised cause Mom has never talked in this way before. Must be cause of her past in MGS but yeaaaa. Wow. Anyway, I'm still worried. Still need to apply through DSA, and all.

Haha and spoke so much about IBDP today, I swear I'm going wonky. Coos studying medicine in 2010 too (: Saw Steph Bev and all today, same old same old. Well, you can imagine. Havent fgotten whut Jo said.

SMO tomorrow, just found out its at 9 not 12. !@#$%^&~* I just cancelled my Chinese tuition! >:/

So anyway, if you think youre feeling much too floaty or disengaged fr yr own good these days, then take a bite. Quick, before she deletes her blog. I recommend reading her earliest entries.

Hahaha okay I'm gna get slaughtered fr tht bt yeah (:


Getting bored with blogger and toying around with new plaything Xanga. I swear there's a xanga craze running around now, and by some kind of weird influence im infected. Oh but its fun cracking yr head trying to do html when you ARE a noob, and taking breaks in between certain rather screwd up gender equality essays. Sorry, inequality.

Meanwhiles, my antidepressant has gone flying off to Michigan so tht means 2 weeks of not getting all cracked up every time Antidepressant opens thy mouth. Anyhows good luck and I still insist you are a clone of yuknowho. Oh yeah, and i cant wait fr thursday cause Jo and i are gna hang (: like yeah, my/our olde Jo.

In an irnic twist, my o key isnt wrking very well at all, ww.

Incredibly decisive plans for the holidays:
1. Start prepping all the Sec 3 work for revising EOYs (TOP PRIORITY HAHAHA)
2. Shopping shopping shopping. ily (:
3. Town - food plus movies plus fun plus GET FAT DAYS.
4. Get in touch with all yeh homies. Jo JasmineT etcetc.
5. Shopping in Kota Kinabalu. Damn they have broadband. It kool.
6. Beaching
7. Guitar plus guzheng (at Alena's will) plus cultured music/classicals
8. More and more swimming, jogging, working out (: GET FAB WEEKS.
9. Baking cheesecake, pies, brownies, cookies, etc
10. Homework (What a contrast to 1, in terms of priority)

Oh anyhows. Last night was just a stunner. Since then I've been thinking a lot about it, cause it keeps crossing my mind. Admittedly I was really shocked, but I'm not going to tell you that. It was just the kind of shock where you freeze, and cant type anyth til youve recovered about fifteen minutes later. Cause I never expected that of you, but I'm glad you've picked up from there and moved on (: Love love, muhh dearr.

Phantom Dose Two on friday was absolutely fantastic. The chandelier was swinging overhead, Tiffany & I were humming bits and pieces from the score, Raoul looks cuter up close, we saw the orchestra & it was just simply so breathtaking (: (: Like its always been, anyways. Oh but it was such a waste, we didnt see Jo - would have been lovely if we did.

But anyways paid her a visit just now. Haha she's coming with me to Barker next coupla weeks or so (: Meanwhiles, I'm gonna be helping her promote Pirates 3 tickets for 28 may @ The Cathay, 6.30 pm. But its fr a fundraiser, so if youre willing to pay $30 then yeah. Planning to take her for Sunday class with me. At least now Shem cant go "... our brothers and sister... " Yes, go figure.

Mom sent me to Barker today, must be aft I presented the chocolate and the card (: Haha. Was really late though, she was only ready to go at 1045 :/ But youth service was quite long today, luckily. Got rather lost again haha. Juus was selling ice cream to fund his OM trip to US in June, his team all brilliantly decked out in green. GO JUUS! :D Haha.

Well, I had to explain to Andy & Shem why I didnt turn up for the past two weeks. Oh but anyways. Plenty of sharing and joking around today, Shem wants to take us out for lunch next week (: Haha hopefully he'll postpone it though, cause Aunty Pat wants to go out next Sunday with Mom and us descendants galore in tow.

Yeh, aft class I went to support Juus by buying a sherbet, then his insanely cute grandma followed suit. Haha I was promoting lime sherbet cause that flavor was sooooo goodilicious! :D Anyhows so Aunty Pat wants to hang out next Sunday, and maybe watch Spiderman. Oh but that will make it my third time. Hm.

Headed to Goodwood Park aft church for Mothers Day tea (: Was so stuffed by the time I had had enough, which was more than but yeh. Scones are love (: Anyways went to run some errands with Mom and then visited Jo. So yeh, great day, wish everyday could be as fun.

Still confused about something but I'm learning to stick it in the back of my mind now, instead of hovering in front :D

Decided to cut my hair tmr aft much deliberation (: I have no idea whut to buy for lynette. Horsey. Ducky. Whut? Maybe I'll just get her a corset or sth. Haha kidding.

Today I openly made a dedication to you in church (: You who I knew since last year, you who will probably read this in a day (or two). Haha. You who loves anything that spells music and Beethoven, you who blinks orange on MSN on most nights. You who keeps emphasising to me the importance of punctuality. Not that I listened (at the beginning) but I think its taking effect. Love yeh babe, yeh know who you are. I hope.

Cheronne's latest post is so much love. Our class rocks, now that you sit down and think about it. 410 is action in red (: Haha we are a laptop toting, rule defying, teacher taunting, spunky funky senior danger zone. We're leaving behind that legacy to Nanyang in the form of a 20 x 16 x 16 cm quilt. We'll write all our Commandments on it before we leave (: Hahaha okay I was kidding about the last part.

I dont want this year to be over, cause next year will be so strange. Transition from being the oldest in the school (okay not me, but people with power birthdays like Alena) to the stompable freshman. 2007 which is cooler than 2008. Brown or Red Blue Gold. Weekly versus intermittently in the period of two years.

No, I'm not missing you. :)

yes, we good :D after being all prissy.

omg omg aft chinese tuition is soooooo good. hahaha im just revelling in it. nearly fell asleep just now :/ no srsly, so shagged, slept at 4 sth last night, woke up comparatively early too. ughhh. anyhows im gna finish those shizz essays and go to sleep early as possible.

and no, its not 'relax, take it easy, its just an essay!' - cause ITS CA! ):

oh yeh. my tuition teacher said - (translated)
mdm kwan: you know you can tell who is good or naughty by looking at their faces.
for example, that girl [vanda] looks really well behaved.
and YOU. i look at you and i know youre super naughty.

?!

yeah cause she walked in and saw vanda. vanda miss joaquim! hahaha. she paid me (HER NEIGHBOUR) a visit aft three years running! D: honestly, 3 houses down th road and she takes since sec 1 to visit hahaha. still, we hammocked around (:

ITS REALLY GOOD. singing, acting, stage setting, ambience, modernized plot, guys with abs. everything (: emma yong has a porcelain face, i swear. and her eyes, uhhhh her eyes. olives. yeh, thats her up there. tickets are uber worth it too.

there were a lot of foreigners. and cher and i got a space near th stage, whr actors were running up onto it from th prep rooms, so we looked at them first! haha. hermia high voice, oberon is oolala. but yeh, his head was too gold. and boy, do they all RUN :D

supposed to meet jo on sat, but her tuition ended late, so sarah and i left fr jssc first. sorry alena! D:

was fun! haikel and nicholas/nicolas are incredibly funny, and th others are all either from ajc, hcjc or rjc. so im like th baby of th group hohoho (: but yeah, thats nth new. alr baby of whutever class im in! not hard, not hard. so many questions! almost interviewish.

just another one of those things yeh should NEVER do on a date (:

jasmine jasmine. haha i shall pretend i didnt encourage you to go fr yr nape piercing (: catch yeh soon girl, maybe thursday cause thats when youre done with exams. touchdownlove.

anyhows. uhh to bring banana skin to sch tmr, have to pay some fine too :/ haha i asked my maid for it and she went like: banana republic?

when you saw, i knew you knew that i was pretending all along.

link changed (: change is good.

anyways. yest aft math was really awesome :D esp aft i began trying to get over stupid english summaries and chem tests haha.

SWEET SPICY STEAMY SEXAY SIXTIETH SIXTEENTH,
JASMINEEEEE. (TAN)

so finally we went to town (: for pure shopping and fun. alena lyn sarah jo melody and i combined forces and bought jas her pres (gna go back there for more!) and scoured some fav hangouts. cant believe i forgot whr borders & wheelock place were, i definitely need to start going there again :/ and start reading, sth i havent been doing fr a looonnnnggg time. haha.

well, alena got her cd, i got my mag (read: JOHNNY DEPP! swooon) and we got jass her pres. so life's good (: lyn left, then alena and i walked around popular aimlessly. haha scandals are fun to discuss, esp if you know th juicy stuff and th victims right next to you! :D (dont kill me, im innocent srsly)

sorry alena fr making you postpone pianoh! :/

checked out sme places, and ive found a present or two yall can buy fr me this year hahahahaha. need wardrobe revamp. growing out of clothes. heeeeellllpppp.
1. miss selfridge razor
2. la senza spirit half jacket

oh and at night, mom was going to th old house. so i decided to go along and made jo come out! :D trashtalked at muh old house gate (: nahhh not as spooky as it sounds. haha yingming, jo said she gives her love to you (dont choke on yr food again hahaha!) yeaaa. its our jo. muh jo. muh good ol joanne/jopee/joseph.

anyway. now we gta figure out how we can make a day where alena, her scandal, jo and i can all go watch spidey 3. and planning to watch wild hogs sometime. th last movie jo and i watched was DOA which was just saved by th girls, otherwise it was really just. shizz.

haha. okay back to chem sia and tonloads of langarts essays. gotta upload ldp photos soon.
meanwhiles, ldp may be over but team Ag lives forever,
cause th journey hasnt ended here, we are still continuing our service,
no youre not gna stop us! :D and the past 6 months have been greatgoodawesome.
more than, actually. we learn to be more aware of our envt, and all those other things,
but imptly, we put heart into whut we did, had good fun while learning,
and rockeddd loved team Ag like nth else. :D

written by Leoson Hoay, Raffles Institution
give it up for our future The Bard.

The eight amazing people
Eight is not too many, nor too little
Adventurous we are
My, haven't we come very far?

As we part this once and go our separate places
Good memories I keep of all your faces

Remember me even if i'm far away
Oh, do that one minute everyday
Cause when we meet again i want you to know
Keep holding on to this love it can only grow
Seven plus one; that's team AG

tis beauty.

one more day of extreme survival.

& then im over with school.
not officially, but.

happy first anniversary to my blogspot!
to celebrate, im going to change this old old link soon :D