20081130
maybe cos its 2 am
maybe cos its the last day of november
entering the new (and my favorite) month
i feel as sentimental as ever; saggitarius trait :P

but i have to say:
am so so so proud of nanyang primary! :D
just saw the photos from sgb yest; hubert heng and jamie wong
reps from nyps 42J coy; CUTEST LITTLE KIDDIES EVER :)

i think they're only like p2 or something!
and then the rest behind from our 12I coy i think?
gabriel loke and ryan goh. and someone. BUT AHWELL NYPS!
(has produced such sweet little bb kiddies) :D
okay i shall clam up now before i get called PAEDO hahahah

ohmygosh 6 more days to go D:
wish time would move faster, seriously
waiting time in between suckzx

yesterday sam (the man) and i turned into hippos
we drank drank drank and drank and ate nothing but ice cream!
~ fat!
20081125
what a wonderful discovery! i can bypass the bio lab's security filters or whatever you call it. and access at the very least, ebuddy.com! :) mostly cos i'm now hooked up to the LAN cable at xiaoxin's workstation, and so no loss of wireless or whatever nonsense

I CAN CONNECT TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD!

...

sure sound like some victim of depravity on the weird island in LOST :P but well. one more month to go, Jc you can do it do it do it! even if poster preparation is around birthday/Christmas wheeeeee ooblech D: HAHA too much sugar

oh they've still blocked off actual msn (ebuddy's such an imposter but its a best friend right now); anyhows, EE research and hedda gabler dont make the best friends in a lab ): groar.

anyhowdies! shall collect shorts from yingming's plc sometime soon; pop by on a surprise visit on a random evening this week. also! this week is BURN TIME cos i just wasted the entire november doing nothing; time to burnnnn :D do some work and figure how screwed promos really were

miss talking to the girls. like, PROPER talking ): not just hi *insert 30 minutes of chatter* bye yup talking and talking is such a girl thing HAHA sure miss skypeing for hours w pet as well! even during QT lol D:

sigh. eleven more days to go, another rather lonngggggg eleven days D: well at least the heavyheadedness that suddenly whacked me last night is gone! yippee; it probably came from staring at too many books for too long in kino yest :P magazines magazines loveeeee, and i think im getting a town quota not just a holland quota. like keep meeting people... yest was kim and ejin! :D KIMMIE KIM EYE LUBB EUU! (if you see this haha)

EXACTLY
one 
more month to my fav season of the year as its always been - CHRISTMAS.
get your christmas trees and hats out now
buy all the gifts for xchanges :D :D buy the 
trinkets, stockings, crackers and chocolates galore
mistletoe at the doorway ;) tinkerbell glitter!
book up the inner circles for some good unlimited unreined funfunfun

ohmygoshkins they blocked YOUTUBE?!?! :'(

/edit
maid: EH jayne where's your book... the blueberry something?
j: HUH?! BLUEBERRY?!
m: ya the ... or was it strawberry...? your sch book!!
j: *clueless* HUH o.O
m: you don't know?? the blueberry...aiya the blackberry finn i think
j: OH YOU MEAN HUCKLEBERRY FINN!

sorry, died laughing :D
20081122
these (holi)days are getting really really boring and mundane, i swear. like there seems to be so much going on, but am not really tuning in or accessing/processing anything right now... brain stem malfunction! oh dear :/

SO YES NOTHING MUCH HAS BEEN HAPPENING
aka: IMMA WASTING MY LIFE AWAY
aka: NOT GOOD.

had a good walk after lab yesterday, but not much time to think about anything in particular because because... GOT LOST. no, not kidding. began with a strong overwhelming desire to, for once, NOT call the 65538888 line :) so:

walked out to the main road past all the dorms. 
went to the bus stop; tried to find a cab that wasnt showing red
FAILED. waited for the bus; realized my ezlink card was still... dead
dug around for a $1 coin! yes, found it! cos the guy doesnt believe im 16 ):
thinks i'll get off at the stop after buona vista mrt (on bus 92 btw)

THE BUS TURNS LEFT INTO GHIM MOH!!!
*finds myself in golly-knows-where?* thinks: oh dear
hops off bus hurriedly and wonders wth am i?
walks a little and sees the main road towards civil service college
still no cab. >:/ pissed look forms HEE
WALKS A VERY LONG WAY THROUGH NORTH BV ROAD
because i realized cars are moving so fast they won't stop for a passerby
(walks faster cos its getting dark and 
construction workers are giving those strange looks! eek)
lands up opposite holland, tired and... SEES GREEN! :D
*but it drives past* -.-
waits a while longer... gets back home at 7.20 PM

hmmmm. apparently chris foo flagged down jet's dad
along clementi or something?
like, THUMB HITCHHIKED. HAHAHAHAH ;)

am proud of my alma mater nanyang primary for producing
PSLE top scorer! (: yay. *cue clapping :P 

sometimes don't you really wish you could turn back time? wind it all the way back back back. kinda getting scared of the new term. its only about a month left or so; back to school, back to a life that sits on you like the giant in jack the beanstalk

... and all the juice gets morbidly, hopelessly squeezed out of you (in Y6)

fee fie fo fum!
20081118
THE HOTTEST SONG ALIVE :D


Everytime by Lincoln Hawk 
* an unreal band from Gossip Girl :)) *
Every time you walk away or run away 
You take a piece of me with you there

Oh it seems I'm walking right to your door
With my hearts still resting, looking for something more
Are you ever going to see everything you mean to me?
I'm trying really hard to believe

Nothing feels right when I'm left here on my own
Left last night 
It seemed like I waited too long
Are you ever going to see everything you mean to me?
Im trying very hard to believe

Come back to me
You smile and you make my life complete


i can imagine manda rolling her eyes right now :P rufus humphrey!
20081115

the bakerz(are)in da house :D



in the oven, it was doing FINE.


took it out - DEFLATE DEFLATE o.O

le finished product! :D

no wonder the recipe includes so much ganache :P

anyway yeah, so that. was the baby, the darling of one helluva awesome girls' night in! HEE gosh really random, but terrific fun as well! our plans are expanding from cheesecake to american apple pie and another kind of dusted choc cake soon! :D

this is ripped from amanda's blog thatsecretside.wordpress LOVE

While making the chocolate (modified from the original coffee) ganache…

Me: Jayneeee ummm is cocoa powder of the same mass as coffee powder? The powder’s lumping in the whipping cream!

Me: THE GANACHE LOOKS BURNT!!! SHEEEET.

Thick, creamy ganache, please.

While separating whites and yolks…

Jayne: The egg’s COLD!!! And SLIMY!

Me: …

Sheeeeeeet the cake’s a MUSHROOM!

Cake fail?

Jayne: (measuring something shadily at the side) YES! We have enough dark chocolate to make another cake! :D *on spotting the quickly deflating cake*

HEH. and so the past few days since then have been somewhat dizzying and filled with drama ;) at least in the hours after 6PM weekdays (!!!) and on the rare two days so far in which i ponned lab *cough* hur hur

like yest spent TGIF interesting dinner; filled my quota and more at holland as usual :D madagascar2 at the cathay - nat and i scooted on foot from cine to the cathay only to find out we'd got the HSM timing wrong *glare* :P murderous stares at phone for a moment but no matter we're human and mad2 was AWESOME :) penguin (pet!) lion zebra giraffe

alex the lion: oh marty (the zebra) you're unique! all the other zebras are white with black stripes. but you're BLACK with WHITE stripes! 

HAHAHA and like the penguins playing dead and all was just so cute, i think nat and i completely embarrassed ourselves laughing like crazyyyyy :) left the place around 1, dropped her back home (CUTE HOUSE) - washed up and only managed to sleep at 2.30 :/ so dead this morning like stumbling around...

nuh woke me up a little. or quite a fair lot actually, so thankful there were so many more kids today!

anyway, singapore's really getting far too small... three of my 'inner circle' with whom i'd previously had (unknown) connections of sorts? o.O like nat stays 2 houses away from aunt jenny where i'd gone recently for a random gathering (mom's girlfr). and tim who stayed near where i USED to hang out almost daily for years, and i think we went to the same party as kids. and sthg abt my old house too! and feli who stayed near my old place for a while too! amazing isnt it?

JUST SAW AMANDA'S BLOG HAHAHA ANOTHER RIPPED...
*and this was tagged as zac efron doing the, uhmz, me-face* D:

teehee
20081111
BLOG SPECIAL
guest: AMANDA (HI LOVE)

amanda says: THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST RANDOM THING EVER OKAY! I GO TO HOLLAND V EXPECTING A DRINK... and I get Jayne going, "I'm making a CAKE! I'm STRESSSSED; ATTACHMENT!!!" OKAY GOTTA GO NOW DADDY'S WAITING FOR ME IN THE SCARY BIG CAR, CIAOOOOOO

jayne says: HAHAHA i can't believe how this evolved from a quick grocery spree at cold storage to crystal jade dinner pick-up; gossip girl w manda's iPhone plugged into the speaker dock ("this application is not compatible with iPhone" but heck we did it); baking a puffy mushroom that deflated quickly when out of oven; SCREAMING AND GIGGLING FROM FLYING INGREDIENTS; loading up on carbos galore

... dropping off some of this first time manda-me wonder at her place tmrw before nyaa gold logging o.O the rest goes to... well, them. and if mom isn't too scared ("don't kill me") :P

manda is the baking guru around here; malu (maid) is the sous chef. and jc? well this reporter says biggest Jc moment today was pouring out the cream; some spilt into her hand and she flicked her hand so hard that bits of whipping cream splattered all over the kitchen cupboards. maid's face: HORRIFIED.

and photos up later; that's all folks :) for now.
20081110
today i was inspired in service
presenting my new aim in life
HELPING OUT in BRMC's Sunday School classes; 
top preference: the TODDLERS or the KINDY kids :)

oh gosh was so happy happy happy when i thought of how i'd been praying about areas of service; not necessarily in school, though focusing mostly on the school ministry of course. still not too sure what yet, though it's mostly on evangelism :) but putting that aside for now, twas sitting in ShineForth today and then... well THAT up there! YAYERZ

to be honest i don't know how ready i am to help, course i won't be teaching. but went to talk to a family friend in barker abt it and she said they kind of give you teaching materials to help you out anyway. and the kids there are ADORABLE :) 

anyhows i can't do it this year; HOPEFULLY next year, either in first half of 09 and continue after IB or just after IB (so long D:) that would make it a long-term goal! gosh i'm still really happy today anyway. and really looking fw to it! wonder if anyone would wanna join me??? :D

and on a another glad sidenote:
PHATZ just msn-ed me she's flying back home from duke university in the us of a (HAHA) on 16 dec!!! :D FINALLY. back in time for me too hahahah LIFE IS GOOD. and bright and sunny!
20081108


AHHH. another way to die; quantum of solace. ITS SO GOOD.
next up look for people to watch madagascar 2 with :D
well HSM 3, natnatnatnat? we'll see.

OH SO TIRED. D: attachment is murdering me gradually
go check out the lyrics for that video; they're so dark
in a very attractive way? :P

CONTACT ME (if you know how to) IF YOU WANT TO BUY
A LAPTOP AT 1.8 - 2K :) its a windows; helping friend sell
(no not selling my mac kthxz lol)
20081106
usually don't have double posts, but one hour out from the shower (yes i know its 2:04 am, but.) and hair's still drip drip dripping around :/ sleep in the AC and get a head cold tomorrow (if we haven't already from getting drenched a few hours ago in botanics) HEE.

anyhows, showering = liberating. thought and remembered how randomly shocked i was right after finishing my last para in CLB essay yest. like how its 6 nov now; exams ended on 6 oct. and dude, i've done almost zero productive work!! ): oly, dean's, lab doesn't count - it's not exactly IB work and all. open a sticky and see like OMGGG A LONG LONG LIST OF WORK. golly, the only thing i've managed to underline in that list is - BUY and READ paddy clarke HA HA HA :P

which also just really tells you, me, everyone. TIME TO GET WORKING! kind of sad, other friends going like "OH i gotta get this game going for me." everyone's doing so so so much ARGH. and so:

after oly, after a possible meet-up w pet tmrw. I AM GUNNING TO DO WORK. PROPERLY. jayne chiang is going to work through that extending list of work on her sticky. STARTING WITH EE. (mrs a wong is going to murder, can feel it)

what to do with the results of all this hard hard hard (purportedly) work? i don't know. sometimes, you can't be too sure if you wanna follow your ambitions anymore. c'mon, mom promises to go to church again on her own birthday but gets called to emergency just as we leave the house. "i'll drop you at barker; ulcers dont take long to treat, will be back in time for communion" but this ulcer takes SO LONG to treat i even get to wait 10 minutes before she returns post-service O.O RAH. 

birthday. church. and then patient gets in the way. time to think whether i really wanna have this aim in life - med school? to some extent, patients come before alot of other things... SO REALLY. WHAT NOW.

and yet again, the job comes with its many many many thrills :)

ironically all this 15 minutes spent typing this,
i could have been absorbing gaseous exchange facts :/
God bless us all tmrw :)
20081105
wow wow wow taking a break from unproductive oly mugging. life's so sad; companion in the form of a thick thick bio textbook written by one alive guy and one lady who's passed on (respect). and of all things, a 4 hour paper tomorrow.

weekee: why're you carrying that book?
me: bio oly exam tomorrow! need to study... ):
wk: WHAT?!?! *shrill* 

HAHA nothing's going into my head! what peroxisome, what platyhelminthes, what what what OH DEAR D: tomorrow just watch our eyes slowly go crosser, crosser, crossed! from staring at too many choices, too many questions asked, too many facts.

and oh my teehee! every intention to go home and mug bio oly; took a lift from dean's bus. what transpired: fun, check. madness, check. absolute frivolity, check. WET and COLD, check check check :P lost a lot of time that could have been spent gunning up for tomorrow; but fun fun it was worth it. realized at home, it's probably my last time hanging out when the sun's still out, with friends, them friends :)

THUSLY explains pure madness of nearly walking out of corner house gate; turning back to the bus; etc etc etc. only i wish i hadn't left today leaving a poor friend kind of destitute but aiya ): and not to mention, ohmygee of ALL people to meet there. considering who i was with! AHH. it was ... just rather sadistically amusing!

has prayed to God that i'll behave myself a little better in the future; had to fib to mom a little at some point - i hate that. plus the TLL people, feel kind of bad. BUT YA WHATEVER. fun today made being "stuck in a fridge, nearly in a freezer" worth it :) thanks guys

ps: toshiro ito is awfully nice about my series of absences, thank goodness. all hail the next two months of mutating a plant's reproductive systems. a very SMALL plant at that!
20081102
hello hellos; completely worn out from series of parties and get-togethers, and managing four bundles of energy of all about the same age for hours and hours :P but this past week has all been children at NUH, cousins, mother's birthday, halloween and all all all :)

so yes, a picture says shouts a thousand words:

matthieu bianca stefanie (where's margot)
LOVE in four bundles of energy. teehee ♥

halloween's night, trick-or-treating in woodlands :)
SWEETS GALORE - sorbet in B & J's afterwards,
late nighttime marketing stroll in holland

there was a duck in woodlands, who was drunk and yelled for us to take photos w them. also a scooby who was so ridiculously funny i shouted "YO SCOOBY! photo?" HAHA. girl in big bird outfit; boy in TOMATO outfit! :) a daddy doing the grim reaper with black cloak and mask and axe. little girls as fairies and teenage girls in goth

and this week was a multitude of coincidences. met mr X and his super pregnant wife at ben and jerry's on halloween night; that guy who was class CT for my last 2 years in high school, plus chemistry teacher but who spent half his time in clubs post-school hours probably. LOL and anying! bunny waitress :)

 ABBA love rekindled
profilo.
she's jayne with a Y, a Christian in Barker Road Methodist Church. turns 18 on 19 DEC 09 (promise nobody will die in the hands of my driving). Currently in 6.14 JOPPA, ACS(I) IB, and a very short while away from taking her IBDP examinations *AHHHH*. will always deeply love GOD, retail therapy (!), food and FRIENDS. & nth charms like CHRISTMAS <3

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