20090529
i actually feel kinda sad that i can't be at camp 24/7 this weekend. it's something that's quite nostalgic for me i think, and my own experiences last year really do mean quite a fair bit :) so yep this year, i'm hoping my juniors will find it as pretty darn awesome as i did back then in 08. if i were back there again, there are things i'd do the same; things i'd try to do even better in. 

so tomorrow i'm going in the evening and on sunday morning, for the best parts of camp i see in the schedule :P hmm. i definitely miss all the cycling. even though on day 2 it was so darn bl**** tiring but then again i felt so incredibly hyped up hahaha i had a REALLY encouraging team!

i also miss... running around the school at night, when everyone's asleep. okay like nobody knows this till now i guess, but HAHA i woke up randomly at weird times like 3-4am on camp nights, to stroll around the grounds cos the cold night breezes (esp across the astroturf, or the Y5 bridge, or the rooftop) were so damn awesome :D

and in some way or another, i miss having all the girls together.

ms runima was waxing abt Wow today so i told her that this time last year, we'd be living the life on Survivor Island, drinks (water or tea?) in hand, dinner in the other... sitting around a campfire and humming random songs, playing cards + truth/dare (it was right?) haha. 

omega buffet from THREE to SIX-ISH with The Joppa Class today :D :D i can't rmb the last time i went for a class gathering; sthg invariably cropped up simultaneously each time :/ well today was pretty awesome, we ate ate and ate SO MUCH sushi, sashimi, mochis, chawanmushis and all the other 'su's and 'shi's in jap cuisine :P THE BILL FOR 11 PEOPLE WAS LIKE A METRE LONG. HAHA. and we abused the poor trainee no end. so yep, i haven't eaten anything since then, cos i feel like a Whale now for once :D

HAD THE MOST EMBARRASING MORNING EVER. thank God for Coincidence or else idk how i'd ever pay for the stupid cab ): lesson: don't EVER (LIKE EVERRRR) change ur bag sleepily in the morning before school, esp since the previous night you fell asleep without knowing and woke up in a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PART OF THE HOUSE D:

mom: imagine if you climbed over the balcony in your sleep. *snicker*
-.-

one year on, and you wonder where on earth all the time suddenly disappeared to? D: things change, people change; you try not to get lost amidst everything else and even you yourself change. haha like lambert SANG: i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad. well okay its not ALL sad, many things this past month have been my "pride and joy"

going on june hiatus soon AHAHA :/
20090528
rarrr. the good and the bad happens. the good:

1.
yest i sat myself down and said okay im going to OWN world lit tonight. 8 hours later, at midnight plus i was all smiles :) I DONT CARE IF ITS GNA BE REDRAFTED ONE MORE TIME. draft two is done! 

and then the oh-so-bad:
1. 
this one - sentimental. all this IB work's keeping me so busy (okay i slack a lot in between assignments like surfing/watching tv/youtube :P) so there's like no time to talk much and i really quite hate that? like yknow besides work there's LIFE to attend to HAHAH i dont think ive actually spoken to teh mother v much in the past couple days... and "hello how was surgery/school" doesnt count at all D: and yeah the close friends you wanna talk to but everyone's bogged down w stuff, so no go for now :/ it's like "oh damn that's long" even if its only one day but still! GRAH i miss talking to some people.

and jo coming round on tues reminded me of that, it was great catching up though. i soooo swear, june hols will have SOME allowance for catching up :) that said, it's quite hard getting a date w alena joanna sarah right now, cos like. OUR TIMETABLES CLASH. D:

2.
paul cheong killed me for my EE ): which means gonna hv t work on it some more over the hols = disturb revision time = regret not working on it last year = ): 

3. 
i think there's sth wrong w my phone like ppl say they sent stuff but im not getting anything? D: its like 2 weeks ago i suddenly got 10 all at once from the previous day. gross its actually probably singtel's fault ):

one bright spark of the day:
took a good swim after enjoying a cuppa 7-11 slurry (suddenly forgot the name ZOMG D: ahHhhh) brain freeze thing + magic elves cadbury chocolate on the bus ride home :) speaking of buses, i've convinced a few more ppl this week that YES I KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT >( not space cadet okay *6.14 inside joke*. LOL
20090524
few assignments have managed to miff/piz me off like nyaa gold logging does but yep anyways i hath finished!!! :) :) :) 147 pages and 25355 words later, i would cry if a "tumbler of Starbucks coffee spilt over my keyboard and my screen went kaput" *COUGHCOUGH AMANDA SUN COUGH COUGH* :P which is why i'm now loading all my world lit, EE and NYAA into a thumbdrive hurhur

time for a break. i fell asleep on a chair last night and woke up at 8am this morning with a very sore back and the sun shining right into my face >( ahwell at least there's some goodness in today - meeting Pet in 2 hours time at thee Nat Lib! :D and jaunt to PS after, Jeanyip rang up after a v v v long time D: 

in other news, am now hankering after a stripey Fox kini and a metallic brown Topshop parka but wondering when on heavenandearth will i be able to go check them out? and lack of $$$ too, spent too much on good food this past week - coffee bean, hawker desserts, yakun's kaya, island creamery, provence bakery...! ): 

and moving down memory lane, i remember how alena and i used to come up with all sorts of amazing crap that was... all related to FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD. hahaha i swear it's NOT A COINCIDENCE we really loved trying out different food joints when we were younger! :) i mean we still do but now there's like IB and A levels right :/ so yep, some things that warm me up a little, ohsosentimental:

1. signing off every email w "creative dishes": "cream tarts & blueberry ganaches, jayne!" or "green apples dipped in banana cream, alena!" HAHAHA

2. "SPINACH IS LOVE. i'll die without it." 
    "okay, I SPINACH YOU!"  (this one really redefined vee day in a girls' school - spinach for v day presents?)

3. "teachers are friends, not food."

... there were many more food references. you could write a world lit essay on it :)

rum tum... tummy (tugger!) - CATS. hahaha. memory is playing in my head now :) yesterday it was a rather vulgar song hurhur. 
20090523
twenty-second may

tonight was honestly, a beautiful night :) or rather, if you girls (sarah and jo) read this: you girls were simply superb onstage tonight, and i kept thinking how long it'd been since i'd last seen you two perform and tonight was the best i'd ever seen!! if not for IB, like i said i'd be watching it a second time

but above all else, today i missed having the Clique around more than ever, it's been really a long time and well. 4 years of high school, esp. the last 2 (we spent those trawling the corridors BLOCKING IT cos we walk abreast, chilling and ponning random classes... except alena? HAHA) and so. :) here's to the us four girls, 
JASJ always:


AHAHAHA GROW OLD TOGETHER HUH!
(sarah will get married first, remember? :D)

/80: HAHA ADAMMMM :) pity pity but ah well.
/valentino: i know, i know *nodnod* :P
20090521
okay the one who i was rooting for didnt win ): ahaha lambert gayboy but after watching the finals (over a rather long dinner :P) ive decided kris is a pretty good guy too. your humble, kinda shy boy next door? awww the part where he won and he kept stammering stuff like 'adam... but adam...' haha.

anyway, my favorites:


QUEEN - WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS (feat. adam lambert + kris allen!!!)


KEITH URBAN - KISS A GIRL (feat. kris!)

what a night :)
20090519
okeh i know it's bad and i really shouldnt be doing this but its 2:36 AM and i just finished watching a series of grey's anatomy season 5 episodes, incl. the grand finale which was like 2 hrs + on youtube and all i can say is "wow". not wow as in yay-happy! but as in... oh. my. gosh. wth? D: i dont know. it's so sad ): i'm not divulging any spoilers here yet, but it's just ):  now i can't wait for season 6! except if it's going to be as sad... on the other hand, meredith (before all that happened) has never shown a more brilliant smile :) yep i'm a GA fan to the core

what a blab. haha.

today in connor's class i was falling asleep and i wrote this:
"huck knew that jim was flavouring.
wigman"

don't ask :P
20090515
/edit: a few days on from the last post, and i had to redo the stupid omega long quiz. bcos i took so long *being distracted by other things* that i was signed out of the first session ): and yes, instinct is definitely a winner. 

i have no idea what i'm rambling about really. but oh i am glad :) even though this weekend is absolutely crazy, but can't wait for a few things:
tomorrow: lunch w minz at coffee club holland (just like last week, yay), exploration w pet, angels and demons w the mother ;) there's NYAA in the morning, which will def force some discipline into me awrightz.

sunday: should i go back to church? i dont know. not ready yet. and there are other things... ahwell. but i'm improving definitely :) i miss Barker, i miss staring at the stained glass, the huge bouquets at the front, even pastor noel goh's (lame) jokes. and i miss hymnals, the sound of the blessed organ, and worship. ahwell. but well on sunday  meeting alena to shop around, then rush for dear lynette's birthday. haven't seen that girl in omega ages!!! like since my birthday?

hmmm. i've actually lost a couple kg from all this sickness, disgusting cough and blocked nose ): snifflez. been buying a lot of food home for malu recently. she thinks it's weird cos its like almost everyday and she's all suspicious and thinks i'm up to no good D: 

GRAWR. 

should i go for doll domination world tour 4 june? amanda, steph... and jo asked earlier. i dunno? uber tempting :) they were awesome shiz at singfest. but like, yeah. not sure?

there's definitely something wrong w the way im processing things today. i feel all floaty and detached. NO ITS NOT SPACE CADET zomg mr loh is like how mean, and certain people in class hahahhhah

/weekee: KEEKEE! hi lovely hahaha :)
20090512
it is done. 
it. the big it. 
the really really big it(ch). 
of course, it's only stage 1, there's some more to go,
but watch me do this,
i will do it! AHAHA :D

(stupid EE)

oh and,
just watched grey's s5 the epi 22. it was gorgeous :)
izzie and alex were stunning
and merder had their "non-wedding day" in a "churchy church"
the way they'd prefer it, really.
for lack of a better word, a truly awesome episode. 

doing the NIE quiz; at the 43% mark now and gaping at a:
"how good are you at writing an essay/article/report of more than ONE page"
- NO SHIT. (HI IB)

"how often do you use facebook"
- now i know why ziyang asked me with that kind of face today. -.- "oh, *never*"

AND A LOT OF QUESTIONS that strongly reminded me about how TOK EE and CAS have moulded and shaped meself over the past almost 1.5 years.

it feels like a long time in IB already... and i've DEFINITELY learnt much, made mistakes and learnt some more. like some wizened old sage w/o the scary head of long white hair. i'm glad for it i guess :)

i think i trust my instinct/emotion more than i do my reasoning (AHAHA TOK)
no, really :)

20090510
wheedle deedle.
just back from much ado about nothing
i'm telling you, it's nothing that's really something,
what with all the... colonial decor, brit-accented locals,
mix of peranakan, chinese, colonial/caucasian cultures all in one
2.5 hour play. and under a starry sky, on a picnic (there was food) mat,
milo + seaweed + laopobing + tarts,
adrian pang has luggage down there
(and he was wearing a very tight stripey swimsuit O.O)
beatrice and benedick bickering their lungs out every few lines together:

this part got the audience snickering like mad:
the part where they both realize they were fooled :P hence the title!

Benedick: Do not you love me? 
Beatrice: Why no; no more than reason. 
Benedick: Why then your uncle, the Prince and Claudio have been deceived; they swore you did. 
Beatrice: Do not you love me? 
Benedick: Why no; no more than reason. 
Beatrice: Why then my cousin, Margaret and Ursula are much deceived, for they did swear you did. 
Benedick: They swore you were almost sick for me. 
Beatrice: They swore you were well-nigh dead for me. 
Benedick: 'Tis no such matter. Then you do not love me? 
Beatrice: No, truly, but in friendly recompense. 

...

it was all in all, a great evening. i loved lying back on the mat looking up at the stars during intermission, crunching on a seaweed strip or two :) windy breezes blowing across the fort canning hill: gorgeous! oh and i got the program, and i think the girl playing hero's really pretty haha

and then of course, my phone died (again) and i'm still uncontactable
cos i haven't had the kick to go upstairs and charge it :P
AMANDA I WILL REPLY YOU SOON.
twas the last msg i saw before i pressed "open", read... and then

FLAT. :P *beep*

BACK TO EE!
my flu is killing me - i got all them symptoms now:
cold, runny nose, badbadbadbadbabdabdbad voice, sore throat, cough :/
yest was fever but it's gone. i heck-care and walked arnd everywhere w it
so people, if u find urself getting sick, blame me D: LOL

***
to feli: OKEH AHAHAHA I DID GUESS. "what's this extra jacket + book in my bag?" :} miss you hon! yeah man I CAN DO THIS (EE)vils.
20090509
ARVVVMAMASMFSAAKSFJL

TODAY. THIS.
IS.
THE WEEKEND
THAT I CONQUER
THE WORLD
INFAMOUS

EE.

(Because mrs wong demands my first draft by like Monday night via email, copies to her on Tuesday morning.)

So even though I really wanna spend this long weekend anywhere but on a chair w my mac, it looks like i finally gotta move out of sloth state and get this ASSay done :) 4000 words, think "ONLY 4000 words."

this weekend
i will conquer
EE.
(oh yes)

starting now, enough surfing/watching vids/daydreaming
21:43 HRS

in other news, mer-der finally got married! my fav teevee show; haha i really wish i couldve been out there in the studio at their wedding AWWW but fathopedreams aiya IB ): as in, it was a real ceremony, w a real online wedding registry! uber cool :) anyway, i love them. the proposal was really funny though, watched it on youtube. go find "grey's anatomy season 5 ep 19 the proposal* awww *sniff!

OKEH.

its KICKASS(AY) TIME

/edit: Mother's Day 13:54 PM
and the word count holds at 4424 now oopz! BEAT THAT.
WATCH ME TYPE. :)
Ps: amanda's party was a blast; more abt it another time

***
to the penguin: who's talking about herself? awww but that makes more "person/bird/fats" to heart aite? haha :)
to jet: HAHA funny, i rmb mentioning sth abt bananas in pyjs. karma. yall come t sch in stripeys lah
20090507
murphy's law redefined itself today. "anything that CAN go wrong, WILL go wrong." from the very small, to the very GIB (BIG).

1. slept past my 2.20AM alarm so didnt get up in time to do ekornz IA no. 4. when i DID wake up, it was already time to be OFF for school, so ran around like a mad hatter and got there like 5 min before assembly?

2. read my email today during a 'break' in bio. right there: EE FIRST DRAFT. although my supervisor was really nice and everything she was like okeh dont stress must rest well and all kay (LOL THE IRONY D: haha) 

3. intended to do some bio IA/EE stuff today but realized i forgot my major ingredient D: okeh small thing, read seniors' EEs for a bit instead... (and got nagged at by mdm reena for 'disturbing' mrs tay suat kuan's class D: i was just putting stuff down by the side!)

3. and then came the biggest one of them all: I LOST MY MAC. or at least i thought i did. realized so when a) YIP didnt turn up for chem cos of SYF, b) wanted to complete IA 27 and c) thought "WAIT A MINUTE. WHERE'S MY MAC." D: a few calls and sms-es later, i confirmed i'd left it in the SAC under my seat so yep GG to th max... but w the help of samantha, the T-J pair, and a very very lovely janitor, i got it back :) i didnt know whether to laugh or cry, but by then it was BOTH lah hahaha. anyway yeah was superbly grateful for all of them, esp. since at some point i was just standing at the fireAC place blanking out D: 

4. The Chock Talk version II. i realize the next couple weeks will be just as nasty, trying and gross as the past two... and counting :/

5. math test - careless careless careless careless. desmond yap threatened conc. camp (FOR MATH SL?!?!) but i swear its cos i didnt bother studying for it D: bio mah LOL

6. i knew something had t b really wrong when nobody was responding t some texts yest (incl. paul cheong abt EE, and sarah - HC dancer friend) sure thing... i suddenly received an influx of 10 msges (this was before Mac incident), and at 4+++ received another influx of 5 D: pissing. then i saw the size of The Inbox. and Sent Items D:D:D: LAWL

7. I WENT TO HOLLAND TO GET ****** SOMETHING BUT. realized i was out of cash. so had to scrimp around in my bag and found a loose $10 note, which was only enough to buy only 1/8th of what i went there for! D:

and for the record, i never fail to meet people in holland. today was a bunch of amanda's friends from acjc, recognized each other. the best was the time i met FIFTEEN IB Y6 in like. 12 minutes

looks like we once had a life after all
:) 

tmw will be a brighter day
20090502
omg i'm in such a major sloth state i don't feel like doing anything at all and i'm wasting my time doing the slack ultimate hahahahaha i'm not even surfing or watching youtube or whatever. knew i should have watched wolverine today. darnnit :/ ahwell when school opens, see who else wants to watch besides the four we have now :)

off to shower! i am such
a
pig
today. can't deny it D:

funny quotable quotes of the week:

x: eh why can't the latin american countries develop swine flu or something!
y: why?
x: then like we can skip our IB exams!
y: what has that gotta do with anything?
x: because IB HQ in LATIN AMERICA what!

nearly died laughing at that one :P 

and then there was the Person Jt one (shan't say out of respect for the person's privacy but... well Joppa people will know this)
i shall relief myself from explaining what happened prior to this snippet :) 

me: EH haha amanda's pouch. *rattles bag of invitation cards* no it's not tampons
x: why on earth would amanda want to carry ice axes in that bag! they wouldnt fit anyway!
me: ?!?!?!?! what has that gotta do w anything
x: DUH tampons are ice axes used to climb mountains right?!

at this point, i believe jiarong jialong beu and a few others around us all turned and ... stared. HAHA our class teh owningz

...
and i still dno what to do w my life even though i have a million assignments to do
D:
i want to go out again hahaha
profilo.
she's jayne with a Y, a Christian in Barker Road Methodist Church. turns 18 on 19 DEC 09 (promise nobody will die in the hands of my driving). Currently in 6.14 JOPPA, ACS(I) IB, and a very short while away from taking her IBDP examinations *AHHHH*. will always deeply love GOD, retail therapy (!), food and FRIENDS. & nth charms like CHRISTMAS <3

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