20090628
who would've known? John 11:25 "He who believes in me lives even when He dies"
10 pm and im gonna squeeze econs into 1.5 h, then QT
nothing else to say except
i'm leaving the whole of this week into Your hands.
20090624
two words:
infection
morphine
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the pain in the mornings (so far) is really FML
would give quite a lot to not exist for that frame of time
):
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for sake of (gross) humor, the tissue abrasion has this shape:
big round circle, long tail spanning off the side.
dont use your imagination
i have bits of holland road on my knee
other knee: scarring from the cycling crash into louee
ohmygee
visual reminders for the rest of this lifeee :/
breakfast and off to skype w petty
20090616
YES YES YES YES
EE DATELINE
EXTENDED (haha)
UNTIL 15/17 JULY
!!!!!!!
i ultimate happy ttm now ahahahahaha :D
golly the last 24 hours were a mix of absolute highs and lows
no guesses what the latter was thanks to ):
but now... :D
hee hee heeeeee
i've resorted to studying in cafes whenever i slip outta the house
with my favourite vanilla/caramel non-caff ice blended and a bagel
(a couple handy magazines when i get bored)
but a rather fail internet connection
(CANT ACCESS GMAIL but blogger.com
WHAT IS THIS LOL)
in other news, i'm giving the mother the 3gS cos she lost hers
and i don't need a new phone yet anyway
(well i mean, the 3gS comes w the end of my contract;
it's way more improved than the 3g version)
just claim back the S anytime i feel like its time to change
not for a longlonglong time.
between this and this: i actually don't mind either.
options topics really rather interesting
still though, i think i'll watch House tonight. heheh
hello world :)
i hope i dont spontaneously combust when middies results are out LOL
20090611
there was this strange feeling today that came around during dusk, when i realized that "whoa dude, this is it. our syllabus really is pretty much all over. and all that we now know
or at least are SUPPOSED TO HAVE LEARNT from listening in class is
all that we're ever gonna learn for the rest of our IB lives; that any fresh academic knowledge we learn after this is pretty much in UNI"
came to terms with that; now i just need motivation to study. something which i'm not doing and certainly am not doing now. LOL. and this gaga feeling resurfaced when i saw shoban's email which read something like "HEY GUYS OUR (BIO) IAs ARE GOING TO GENEVA THIS FRIDAY". then there was shadiq's affirmative. well, the expletives that arose in my head... hahaha D:
you know how when we were young, we'd read these "fairy tales" that said if you get out of the wrong side of bed, you're screwed for the rest of the day? D: not that i have a choice, since its against the wall, but. it really felt weird from the moment i got up (AT 6.30 AM HAHA) till abt 5 when i finally went home. just ultra.... jaded? for no particular reason at all. but then there were these huge awesome gaps thanks to random people, incl. pet and kim (CHEM CLASS) and kim (again -.- chillax at holland CB) :)
"eggcite eggcite" hope my threadless tees are coming soon soon soon! :D another thing to be happy about. swanky designs FTW
18 more days. "YOU DON'T KNOW MEH" - kim HAHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFERZ MY PERPETUALLY 50M AWAY NEIGHBOUR. HAHA.
/feli: a break be awesome shiz indeed ahahahha im all refreshed...and lazy now. sloth is here to stay! >D HEHEH
20090606
i'm so darn distracted these days i'm getting quite pissed off at myself. like i try to churn out some notes or something on a random topic like trade and instead start surfing on everything from doll domination to latest hotspot eateries in singapore ): so at this rate my midyears are going to die.
not to mention EE and TOK hanging over my head
and for that matter, i'm flying off in a couple hours to a land of paradise and beaches... and ozzies. but its not ozzieland. anyway, i'm going for a short trip and short though it may be, it doesn't bide well for my grades. i can almost foresee the black thunderstorm and the grouchiness that will be me when my results come out
the only thing that's amusing me is how Mother Coincidence will step in at changi later. so for now,
BYE
20090603
(warning: extremely surreal post cos that's how i feel right now. sounding dreamy cos i AM feeling dreamy)
sometimes you feel "empowered" enough to take a leap of faith. and an evergreen sense of optimism takes you a long long way through life with all its weird ups and downs; that even when the downs come along and drag you all the way down, you know what's golden can never be completely gone. and there starts your journey back up to the top
this week heralded a series of events, and has somehow unfolded into one a little more surprising and surpassingly pleasant than expected, might i say. question is: in passing, or built to last? that... *shrug* for now; i'm in a pretty good mood, have been for a long while now
only that my msn hiatus is still going strong, and it's probably a good thing. i'm amazed, but then again why not spend time in school doing the talking during this period of time? ;) catching up w the girls (mostly feli) at night is fair consolation
hmm some slightly disturbing goss was brought up again today though. completely unfounded, i must insist but since they are unfoundedly false, i'm more inclined to not protest vehemently but sigh in exasperation
this space will probably see less and less updates as the days go by. but i'm not feeling any pressure yet...unfortunately. and yes my thoughts are rambling up again so byebye
