1. go on a foodie tour around singapore, searching out all manner of delectables from hawker centres, cozily tucked away eating joints in unknown estates, etc yummyz <3

2. picnic in a park, fishing, enjoying the sun (Labrador Park's probably the only option lol)

3. enjoy cold wet grass on a clear starry night. i remember how we used to do that in new zealand during the best school trip i've had in my life. you think singapore has a lot of stars? the kiwi sky is ablaze and dotted rightleftcenter with stars stars and more stars. i miss that!!

4. is the cross-European tour still on? i'd die to sit in a alfresco cafe in France, enjoy the scenery in Spain (bullfights and spaniard matadors? hurhur)... or just sit on some grassy patch watching the European world go by :) no shopping included!

5. one day i will do the things i've always wanted to try: bungee jumping, trekking another ice mountain (like we did in NZ, despite the below zero temperatures ohmy!), para-sailing, parachuting, skiing (again, maybe victoria island or something), meet jamie oliver HAHAH okaykiddingnotlikely. MICHELIN STAR but no $$$$

tomorrow's official AJ Day no. dunnowhat already! :) 1st of every month - amanda + jayne chill out day hahaha. and tmw there's so much time together yay! dinner @ dempsey's house/barracks + drama night + aftersupper!? can't wait. oh and curling at her place perhaps.

dreams are made of more than fluff.

i find it funny how in brief sojourns onto MSN over the weekend,

at least 20 personal nicknames practically scream something or another about the dreaded IOC

in all its various nicknames, twisted acronyms, and what have you's

(i am holding onto my weekday hiatuses so there!)

yes i have started numbering my posts, i wonder when i'll hit 300 heheheh.

(and yes, i can count. like during awards rehearsal:

"count on me singaporeeee..."

"yes, with the GDC!!" D: that was soooo lame ahahaha)

back to Disabled! i found out today i was doing the wrong poem, thank God i open my mouth sometimes.

-.-

Wonka NERDS for the win! nerd nerd nerd nerd HAHAHA

/valentino: u da mother of all retards :)

i gave up my liverpool fc ticket offered by the bagpipe band.

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... to go shopping @

tell me im not a retard.

for the first and last time i'm swearing openly on this blog:

What

The

Fuck

seriously. i was expecting to screw up,

but not this ( insert infinity ) much. it's not that its pathetically horrible

cos frankly it isn't. it's just that i could've done better.

didn't have that much time to study (as only 4 ppl know why)

but -

*rant*

math, fine. spent only 10 minutes on in total, reading notes just the morning of our papers.

had tuition for english.

chinese AHAHAHA my only seven *muah*

my HLs.... i've nothing to say. was expecting econs,

definitely not bio and chem ):

and i also need to stop swearing cos i've way overused a few select words today

besides very unintentionally swearing openly a couple times today.

(apologia)

"you know when i was running for council, this *@&*$@ came up to me and said 'i think you'll get voted in if you don't wear your specs'. wtf right?! but i did it anyway hurhurrr"

"JAYNE OMG I SWEAR YOU'RE FAIRER NOW!!!" (eheheheh)

"stop hitting her knee trying to get the reflex!! i tell you when you become a doctor you're gonna wind up breaking your patient's knee and i don't think you'll get more $$$ from it!" (-.-)

clearly i came home to emo LOL D: aiya i'll be fine soon enough,

but just need to remind myself to work properly.

i shall resist the urge to blog after today

i shall start resisting going online

this week this week! because otherwise i'll feel really guilty

latter part of last week, was, in summary:

fri - little children babysit, catching up, harry potter, 3AM

sat - CB lunch, popping by school, BAKING

sun - uni fair, chill in a AJ Day Fastfw, transformers

"[the movie's] not called transformers, it's called megan fox" - manda

FOX!!! (hahaha sorry kim she's hot :P)

tmw - old times sake, for old friends' make

wed - hi phatz duke girl sorry finally we meet! rock band ahahaha

thurs - szeeeee minnzzz

fri - terminator! O.O

sat - hillsong concert!!!

sun - family day @ da vinci

slowly start cancelling off each day as it comes. will study after this crazy shiz is over.

mother is tempting me with these two things, i dont think i should but -

1. Henrietta, by Coast (and yes, tried it already, don't wanna wear it for prom)

2. EHEHEH

(although after tmw's results... i dont know anymore AHAHAHHA D: ooblech)

somewhere in the Book it said

well now it really is.

I

AM

ABOUT

AS HAPPY AS A

CHIMP/ORANG UTAN

WITH -

(nevermind the fact that it's 5 AM now

and i've had about 7 hours

uninterrupted sleep total in the past 4 days)

YEAHHHHHH

the exams are finally almost ending but it makes no difference to me since i've been treating this whole episode since the start of this week like a real joke. last week was.... no time to study, i shan't go into that. this week was like "oh its okay, screw mid years" D: proof in a text to kim today, i said sth along the lines of - but it's a holiday. (what holiday?)

.... killed 5 hours in starbucks but whatev it was fun so not like i wasted time in that sense. HI DIDDO THE DINOSAUR

daydreaming in the evening staring across the boundary wall of my place. briefly felt like climbing a tree? there was this point of time when i was younger i'd always wanna go africa to like see the real african lions cos i thought it'd be pretty cool to see one up close. again, when i was younger. cubs are still so cute though

uhhhh wth i know. GSS! prom dress?

hehehe sometimes i still think it'd be really cool to have an older bro. hmm. apparently, he would have been called James or like Jordan. more likely James. there's this whole J thing. LOL ahhh so cool :) but ohwell.

found out sth big today. i'm still thinking abt it,

weighing my options. sometimes you don't know if the choice you make

is the best you ought to take? i dont know if i should talk to anyone about it

but i do know: i dont wanna make the worst mistake of my 17+ years of life

D: cos it's not about me

it's not a trust thing. it's a... i respect *** privacy thing

fishsticks.