some days i look expectantly at my phone,
sometimes hoping you'd call
many times i'd rather just hear your voice at least one more time
- but i know you won't.
not through singtel or satellites anyway.
so here ends probably the toughest or the nastiest
or the worst week ever of my entire life
well not ALL has ended, per se
i've still a weird crummy feel about something
that i probably shouldn't have a weird crummy feel about
- but i don't even know what exactly it is.
haven't stepped back into school proper for classes
since everything began -
5 more official school days to go
will it feel weird?
let's work at getting out of this rut
let's smile again
let's play and embrace the world beyond our fingertips
and one day - home sweet home
