hmm. somehow i always fall for alena's temptations. to blog, that is! so keep that mind pure and simple or honey you'll regret it. anyway! yes, i decided i'd try out for ldp too! i guess my main reason's cos i've always been a sucks for doing stuff that actually does something to e community in general, so here comes along a chance and i'll take it! plus it'll probably help me to be less of a spoilt nut, and take initiative in doing stuff, which norm im too laidback to do :) whoopsie. baring thy soul.

& heres where e fangirling starts! mooncakes are a-coming around e korner soon! yes, though it seems really a short time ago that my cousins came and munched snowskins under a lovely full moon that looked like a white choc oreo good enough to eat, sept is almost here! which means, one of e loves of me life is here too! (no, not spinach, although i do spinach mooncakes!)

oh yeah volleyball! for once, my blood capillaries along my left wrist lost their resilience and whatnot and finally popped! so i now have random red spots along my left wrist that seem to be fading since dinner, but you can still see them there! hahaha i shant hit e ball so hard again. which reminds me my ball control really sucks, i cant get it to stay within those screamishly yellow lines!

ladeedums championships on sat were great, although our senior team didnt get anything ): but e juniors swiped gold so thats really cool, and so did christine's team! so, congrats to christine jamie jeslyn liuyang and victoria! and for e juniors side, good work! to jo leexin peiling suesin and haidee! and nicole (whos now playing captain for hcjc) youre doing great! so forget about the first round! :) though i doubt she knows this blog exists lol but nevermind! spiritual support ahahaha & whats with e pink braces anyhows

oh and we had in ryan's old secondary school which is ngee ann sec, but apparently he doesnt like his old school very much so doesnt really matter i suppose. saw a lot of nass (yes, nass) girls with uber minisized-skirts. like, halfway up e thigh! and guys with shirts half tucked out, hair tousled & or gelled spikishly, pants, etc etc etc. meanwhiles, i insist nygh girls are not weird! grimaces;

im seriously quite pissed off these days, by random things. like when _______ tries to tell stuff that doesnt really matter when ______'s talking already. i mean, normally, just wait a while, i'll be done, i can talk. just dont like do it 3 or 4 times in a row, or something. and snatching stuff over! this one's a pretty childish gripe but its a bit offsetting when you're reading e book and here comes ______ and just snatches it over to read it. grr.

thats enough ranting for one day, ive never liked getting angry with people, and its so not what He tells us to do. besides, its just really not in my nature, but i suppose at e end of e day, im an avg human and well, it does happen. although e one time i got seriously mad, i got so much so i actually broke down. erm. doesnt sound very good, but yeah! im me! although ive never repeated that scenario since hahaha.

shall remain upbeat and myself in general. meanwhiles i accord it to the oncoming -thing- :) oh woes. plus i hadnt gone for tennis for almost 7 weeks so coach mikey was like "alamak all my effort wasted, keep that open face closed! and run diagonally to e ball more often lah!" lol never eat rice i think, i was like oh right the ball, then cheong and then barely got it. wahaha shall not sleep late and wake up even later on sundays any more.

i want to go to church, lifes not fair.
but was it ever.
and meanwhiles, youre pulling me so thin to the point of i-want-to-strangle-you.
although i think you probably want to strangle me too, for the both of us not truly speaking up.
though thanks for the sweet thing on friday! (: