er september doesnt seem to be e best of months. sept 11 aka soraya's birthday is coming soon, and its been 5 years on and why cant people just stop fighting cos He never meant for us to start slicing each other up and defying creation anyway so world peace and would y'all puhlease just sit down and meditate and be guai. and there's like this national geog special on tv about e 24 dec 04 tsunami which mom's watching so im just listening in and well, ghastly images.

i dont understand why and how people can just stand on e rooftops and go hey look daddy thats a tsunami wave aint it? and daddy goes oh yeah i see it and there are oblivious people down below who dont know theyre having e last minutes of life. gawd e waves are like 20 feet high at least. this family was looking for their son pierce and well he didnt contact them so they were kind of skeptical and a couple of weeks later, in thailand they saw this photo of body #348 and it was pierce. ):

& steve irwin. praying for his wife and kids. so striking that so many cried for him. my ex tuition teacher (whos like really nice) spent e afternoon in mourning. never watched his shows but heard of him thru e paparazzi heh and yeah, he always exuded this huge love for animals and kept up e good cheer in general with everyone. pretty much ironical he died filming oceans deadliest, and died cos of a stingray which are apparently usually placid and its not common for people to die cos they dont usually smack people so close to e heart. and irwin just took e barb thru his heart? :(

meanwhiles! tiffany's dad's aka uncle cy's birthday on 4 sept! happy belated birthday! :) and whee i decided gender stereotypes tick me off. like, general society thinks girls dont match up to guys in sports and stuff. guys must be e ones to make e first move, not e girl. and well to be objective, guys cant like be as physical with fellow buddies without being labelled pda. and guys cant cry, that sort of thing. (although i do think guys wearing pink looks freaking weird. like robert hoffman in e interior of shestheman! whee im a mixed up person. so add in sugar and milk and stir!)

shall spend some time meditating on what could possibly come out of e topic figuring it out. figure - numbers, thinking out stuff (e most forthcoming, literal definition) and ha! woman's shape, guy's shape. oh and a random joke! that women are like sports in that when youre 20, youre a soccer ball. at 30 youre a basketball. at 40 youre a tennis ball and at 50 youre a golf ball. the link? think about e number of guys who chase e ball in each of these sports and then do the math.

whee im applying for ldp online tmr! and hantaming jay on monday for his somuch feared recommendation. ack so only a pretty 60 they will take in. jiayou to all of us - alena yingming ronnie etc! :)