deadbeat mortification.

anyone whos ever wanted to see me in speckos (!) in public (!!!! die) has just gotten his/her wish. okay th speckos are funky enough without just making me die entirely, but yeaaa. after seven years of lenses, ive got sth itchy and tickles on my nose bridge D: no srsly, mom thinks im a mix of prof john nash + miranda priestley. okayyy.

and then mom just had to say -
"youve got a damn big cornea ulcer."
I DONT WNA GO BLIND. :/ nuuuu way.

okay i wont if i rmbr to adminster those eyedrop things. but yeh. its so mad. just when some of you were commenting on my bad lens cleaning habits, this happens. just when ive a bio test on eye this happens. AND. just when i have a mom in the eye business, THIS FING HAPPENS. yea, fing = thing.

she showed me my lenses and a 15 min lecture. huge protein coating on them, oh its so grosse. it cmes from bad care :/ haha. my fault okay okayyy. though i havent changed those lenses since, yea, pri 5? ew. & on top of that ive like
cornea abrasions

yes, tears as in "tehhh-s" in the cornea. cause my eyes were so painful i kept rubbing them.

okay summing it up - my eyes are uncomfortable. my nose is more uncomfy and so am i. D:

oh but th good side of it. mom brought/bought me shopping today. walked around all my favourites till i wound up picking between an orange frappers bar top and a grey dress top. between pull & bear and topshop i chose topshop. thats so sad. bt haha anyhoos. i wnted th zara skirt and brown top though.

was supposed to buy court shoes but wound up buying a pair of mary janes? REALLY low heels :/ black closed toe to fit sch regs fr this sat. i really wanted to buy th jungle strapped pair bt mom said wait and think abt it kuz i may regret it. (shes right, really. i need to consider first)

no wonder women take so long to shop. no wonder we fuel th world's economy. $$

"more birthday presents." just another lousy excuse to shop on a monday :)

anyways. biooooo is oooooover! dang im happy, both ways. and i bought tiff her foccacio bun today kuz tmr i wont have time. and im not waking up at 5 am on wed morning just to pass her sth that will only hoarsen her voice bfore like syf choir.

(of course i could always do that to sabb out mg fr ny but no im a good girl)

i cant wait to get a second dosage of poto.
i cant wait to spend my hols in town.
i cant wait to drag alena around town and th grand piano.
i cant wait to go back to brmc on 6 may.
i cant wait to go lhasa and breathe fresh air.
i cant wait fr sth thats too little too late, oh no.

ugh i cant believe it.
28 may - ib open house. APPRECIATION DAY w touch cyber. (DIE.)
29 may - SMO (I WILL DIE ANYWAY.)
looks like im gotta have to postpone my date with th lhasa mountains. which means i forgo a holiday with since childhood friends D: haha. havent spoken to hao & liang fr ass long. anyway mom really wants to go vacationing w aunty gan, so i think this kinda disappoints her.

everyone, behold th devil in bloooood red horny speckos tmr. :D
nah, i could always borrow mom's turtleshells instead.