i think what really nags at my mind is that, it just so happened that this morning, i committed something to Him in morning QT (which is pretty awesome btw). went to school happy and normal (: albeit missing having to pick up amanda, but laughing later on at the sheer size of our class - 5 students compared to the rest of the usual full classes, for the most part O.o two papers later... not feeling very liberated due to the highly disgusting crescendoed finish to the mid-years.

so never mind not answering half the questions properly :/ i don't know what to do w it really. part one: give up the old, because its been nagging my mind for a long while now. let the past be the past, basically. part two: ... (still confused)

and because i asked God whether i should do part one, or just keep going? then part two happened, and suddenly life became clearer but messes some things up quite a bit. oh and somewhere along the way, part one came back to haunt me

wtp right? and the worst thing thats keeping my mind turning like mad... if i was really sure about part one, would i let something like this nag at me from morning to like, forever?

yeh okay, too much and i'm officially gonna go on a vow soon

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class party today! (: at chris foo's residence. began w watching juji grocery shop at holland v cold storage, amusedly indeed. and after, meeting amanda and cabbing over to foo's. ensuing which - games of xbox dead or alive, pool dunking, songs by the water, chatting easily, eating/drinking (vodka and juices), twister, etc.

so very memorable parts, besides the watermelon from juji, which reminded us highly of wow and the coconut. beulah owning on xbox DoA and not knowing she was the winning dude, beulah going KILL KILL! :D beulah w all her twisted ideas during some rpg thing we were playing for fun... haha omg everyth is beulah o.O

and after, a stoned out lloyd -

"ah, KRISTEN!" *hugs a tree*

later...*hugs a pillar* "kristen!"

 

i swear! :P plus, i quote his msn -

p.s. i touched no alcohol :D kept my promise, you guys!