in thought and principle, its much easier than it seems
today i nearly said something i never thought i would say
these two years in school
but well i nearly did :/
thats about all i know for now,
i wonder if it would have been better any other way?
don't know if it was a mistake,
don't know if monday's prayer was meant to mean
anything at all?
just know that, tomorrow. tomorrow is the day
everything settles itself, or too many slices
of sacrifices will be made
everything falling, rising, dipping, reawakening suddenly,
tough decisions and choices against previous beliefs,
signing out from one and a half years of memories...
letting go of last year, finally
maybe God's trying to tell me something
hungry and not feeling like i'm being myself? +.+
p.s. camwhoring w manda on bridge, astroturf, everywhere = fun (:
love you dear for being there and listening at every turn
so far. and appreciating the complete lack of spirits for
the past two days? coming out of this sense of ... dunno-what
wanna just focus properly on my work now
its piling higher than myself (not hard)
getting rather worried.
and i really don't give two hoots for rules, most times, i find
time to stop the worst streak of being a saggitarius
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spent a good chunk of time blog-hopping,
found blogs belonging to random IB people
people i never thought would have a blog
(thats not an insult or compliment :P)
suddenly understand/have a new perspective
on so many people. yes, so suddenly...
and i think the best thing, maybe
about being born under the saggitarian star -
the inherent undefeatable optimism
sure it goes away at times, but it always returns.
and somehow it suddenly feels like
what i should do, has become clearer (:
current favourite:
make this go on forever - snow patrol (grey's anatomy season 3)
