since my life has pretty much gone back to being normal, i think the time's right to say so :) ahaha a little too happy in school today - no doubt it kinda weird-ed some people out. but yeah i was, so there. and will probably be for quite a long time now :)
am not expecting things to return immediately back to the way they were about a month plus ago, but am confident nonetheless God's there to provide and bring everything back eventually and let the nasty pasts be forgotten. just pray 'conflict' will make the friendship stronger and gladder from having pulled out of the dark sad mires of july/early august, and somehow just forget all the stuff flying around, ignore it (trying my best, for me) and do the good old friend-things :D
well at least we talked today. even if it was like what. 2 minutes
of course, a huge thank you and all to those who've stood by all the while for the past near-40 days. who've honestly just been there for me and tried all the (funniest) ways to make me cheer up when days were really really bad - feli, yiwei, amanda, pet, leonard, nat :) those who didn't (really) know but who were just there anyway (often second guessing and fifty-guessing what was going on) - yingming (ALL THE WAY FROM HCJC I LOVE YOU!), karlo, russell, sam the tranny-man, zhuo'er, etc. LOVE!
ahaha i still think it was quite funny, read my phone last night and actually grinned. there wasnt really that big a cause for grinning that widely but yeah i did haha it was kinda dumb :/ just that the huge weight hanging over suddenly disappeared, went poof! - goodbye don't come back, shan't miss you :) back to being jolly jellyfish jayne again...
life is dandy/ sometimes good things really do come to an end, but not all :) aiya now i have another decision to make. which i sorta did - but well let's see how things play out :) but think i already know? and tomorrow, INTERVIEW. k/o already ): at least i can focus on God/work better now.
better get started on the double triple triads of assignments on desktop reminder O.O haha still amused about something i was told today.
shout-outs:
kim: i miss you too in venthan's! that's why i sat with you yday! LOVE YOU.
emil: hahahah thank you!
erzi: I TOOK YOUR ADVICE! TOOK IT TOOK IT AND NOW... awesome! ;)
sharon: heya haha omg yes i was busy and occupied w stuff hahaha but yes i will, and thanks so much dear! imma actually better-than-okay now :D
nat: HAHAHA don't worry i'm fine now =D and you owe me something... HAHA rmb? ttys! ;)
