gray days of rain and thunder, wet weather seasons
less sunshine; figuratively in the halls, in the corridors
God's holding me up pretty well;
got many things figured out with Him on Sunday
a Seventh Day when i woke up at 1, QT for hours
and hours and hours and hours... :P
felt so amazingly free for a day and a few hours,
still feeling free. happier than ages, or so i thought RAH i guess
forgetting is never easy. (you'd think it'd be easy)
but EASIER said than done. shouldn't be this difficult
but oh yes it is and going to school doesn't really help
so i just open my journal and rmbr what God told me :)
it's like living on a bread of sustenance
WE WILL SURVIVE.
WE WILL ROCK YOU.
i miss doing carefree things like cycling - wind in your hair,
rushing full speed unleashed down pathways of parks
flying past the happy little children, the cute old grannies.
(not to mention losing quite many calories and fats and whatnot
undesirable, INFERIOR GOODS ahahaha) :D
everyone has analogies. mom's analogy - EE and le guys :P
"they're like your EE drafts. when it can't satisfy,
when it can't fulfill your 'requirements', when it can't answer the 'question',
when your 'mentor' think its a hopeless case,
when you can't get the 'materials' you need for it to work,
you throw it away away all awayyyy... wait patiently and search for a 'new one'
delete the 'old files', and painstaking efforts and much patience
and detailed 'research' later, getting to know the 'topic' better
you get your '4000 words' and a happy ending: the 'grade A'
and jump up and down for joy onstage,
provided you've managed to handle 'the rest of your schoolwork' well :P
HAHAHA I LOVE MOMMY :)
-yingming: i've never forgotten your broad shoulder to lean on throughout our high school years together! :) i lurff euu can we meet up soon call me pls! i give you mother bear hug ahhh
-BMR: oh... lol thanks! err... do i know you?
