usually don't have double posts, but one hour out from the shower (yes i know its 2:04 am, but.) and hair's still drip drip dripping around :/ sleep in the AC and get a head cold tomorrow (if we haven't already from getting drenched a few hours ago in botanics) HEE.
anyhows, showering = liberating. thought and remembered how randomly shocked i was right after finishing my last para in CLB essay yest. like how its 6 nov now; exams ended on 6 oct. and dude, i've done almost zero productive work!! ): oly, dean's, lab doesn't count - it's not exactly IB work and all. open a sticky and see like OMGGG A LONG LONG LIST OF WORK. golly, the only thing i've managed to underline in that list is - BUY and READ paddy clarke HA HA HA :P
which also just really tells you, me, everyone. TIME TO GET WORKING! kind of sad, other friends going like "OH i gotta get this game going for me." everyone's doing so so so much ARGH. and so:
after oly, after a possible meet-up w pet tmrw. I AM GUNNING TO DO WORK. PROPERLY. jayne chiang is going to work through that extending list of work on her sticky. STARTING WITH EE. (mrs a wong is going to murder, can feel it)
what to do with the results of all this hard hard hard (purportedly) work? i don't know. sometimes, you can't be too sure if you wanna follow your ambitions anymore. c'mon, mom promises to go to church again on her own birthday but gets called to emergency just as we leave the house. "i'll drop you at barker; ulcers dont take long to treat, will be back in time for communion" but this ulcer takes SO LONG to treat i even get to wait 10 minutes before she returns post-service O.O RAH.
birthday. church. and then patient gets in the way. time to think whether i really wanna have this aim in life - med school? to some extent, patients come before alot of other things... SO REALLY. WHAT NOW.
and yet again, the job comes with its many many many thrills :)
ironically all this 15 minutes spent typing this,
i could have been absorbing gaseous exchange facts :/
God bless us all tmrw :)
