because its almost time tick-tock, tick-tock

in advance, that is. time: 1:34 AM 31 Dec 

in these last hours, a certain senior gave me a good talk earlier; reminded me of many things... like what would be a wise thing to do at this point in IB. reminded me of my priorities and kicked me back towards God and all the stuff i should be doing and what not :/

i'm glad it ends this way; catching up w a few friends at least. lunch w manda at akashi jap (paragon outlet) today :D mmmm grape and peach ice cream there is highly recommended only that it's really annoyingly expensive. like only if u've a credit card on u or something, haha. met felicia for twilight! so now we have a plan, cos we love the music:

me: you know something, first day of school on friday... FELICIA!!! i have edward cullen!

felicia: HAHAHA yah i'll go *jump jump* JAYNEEEE!!! i have HSM 3!

*both of us do some uber dramatic throw-soundtracks-across-school thing*

note, soundtracks. although i've cut out all these movie/magazine funky things and stuck them all over my diary for next year :) well, not many but some. its called can't-do-EE-do-something-else, and so my time wasted away... but well. at least i'm prepped somewhat. all holidays and i still haven't touched my year-end papers to see what i did wrong D:

OHWELL.

sigh. there's that line that stuck in my head: "your mood swings are kind of giving me whiplash." couldn't be more right, right now. it was our last conversation i'm guessing, before the year ends and the new one starts, so its kinda a bummer yeah but auld lang syne and i'll choose to ignore...

i have a bad memory of being outside mount elizabeth today. this arab guy, he just took up the passageway, went like HI and flashed a huge grin :/ i was kinda freaked for a mo', just plugged into my iPod and walked on. afterwards mom said maybe he was looking for the "last jigsaw piece in his harem of 72 virgins" D: that was funny though, set me laughing. i love how mom's always full of quirky stuff/comments; need to write them down somewhere

on a funny note:

was talking to jasmine about how she could do certain features on her journalism blog... like she explores stuff all for the fairer sex, and comments on them. herself :) and so -

all in all, an eventful year yes. some old friends i've drifted away from; some i've kept by my side (alena, yingming, the pinks, lynette). then of the new: those closest, we'll stick together till the end (someone accused me of being idealistic, but i do believe that some friendships really do last and certainly i believe it for, at least, our "xoxo-BB-girls" lot... among certain others). work-wise, i've a plan that's half-baked but then the morning is arriving and i can do some real thinking then :)

so yes, am quite ready to welcome no. nine with wide open arms and a huge toothy grin (: now to end the year in style (i.e. dig out some fun frolicking friends and do something to always, always remember)... 

love to one and all, 

xoxo Jc ♥