first post as a seventeen year old! not to say that this doesn't bode well for the year ahead, but am indecisive as ever. great, another huge decision upon this little usually-not-thinking (HAHA) head of mine but what do you know? unable to decide, can't put a finger on sthg without reverting and thinking WHAT IF's and WHAT-SIT's D:
no wonder people use dice to make their decisions, really. if i can't decide by the time Christmas is over, i'm gonna flip a sterling pound coin. queen elizabeth's head = YES; ... her tail = NO. AHAHAHAHAH. meanwhiles, will just continually seek wisdom and keep up my QT with God :) its about time i got back to it.
i think i run away from how i feel a lot. like trying to hide from it or denying it but somehow its just not working well for me right now, to keep up with this hide-and-seek game w myself? so yes... kinda fed up and just being me me real me for now :) nothing to hide, all game and good, bright and sunny! all the way man...
just in case, for whoever passes by, am currently using these online devotionals, until i get the new issues of Everyday With Jesus :) so here:
in the past days, there's been some nostalgia, some missing people back home, lots of mad reckless fun on board... including crashing a performance *cough cough* what do you get when u put 8 growing fun-loving madcap girls together HEEHEE D: and then there was a whirlwind of spontaneity (to BB HQ) and gossip, more fun and laughter, a bit of frustration here and there, then TWILIGHT :D ed cullen OMG MY NEW DESKTOP HAHAH. no i do not have a thing for vampires but still!!
the world needs more gingerbread cookies with almond eyes, sugar buttons, pepperings of sugar and spice (cinnamon)... and a wide cheesy smile! :)
but well.
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
i shall hopefully be not overly-festive in about 20 hours time :)
and hopefully not bursting another jean button (okay i didn't, but still) after this marvelous cruise of mine that fed everyone every minute every second! i feel like a pig D:
