just made the most complicated decision i've been brought to make, in this entire year. not that it was any complication to begin with, from the outsider's point of view... but for me, on a deep and personal level, pretty much so.
i know i'll probably be happy when the consequences come through - good consequences :) but for now, yep feeling sort of empty yet... something else, can't place it.
today was emancipation from two months of lab; i've had great takeaways in research i suppose, and new friendships made. the closest being to dear old bhuvan (: thank you dear for being such a great girlfr to talk to, whether shiz/nonsense/"dirty" or serious, heart-to-heart chats. it seems so fast since 3 nov, but well anyhows... it's a milestone in life? AND! hwachong's uniform fits me like a glove, its amazing. rj's doesn't look too bad either! haha :P
clearly 2008 has been a "learn much, grow much" year. i'm pretty different from the "me" at the start of this year - by this, ( infinite ) much
my QT has died for ages now; feeling pretty crappy about it on an hour-by-hour basis. need to do something about it :/
