okay like its DEFINITELY time to start. AM. GETTING. SOMEWHERE. still, "Chock-latte without endorphins!" :P honestly... HAHA. destress destress! it's annoying but EE and BB and everything IB's been in this head of mine. numerous visits to rena, another one where i havent begun EE yet and she's gonna poker me! ah! D:

bleaarghhh anyw wrt to that stress-offload post, i realized something over the past couple days and the results are somewhat strange and foreign. again though IB owns all and most things are now a "whatever" :/ or a "deal with later". haven't talked to the BB girls properly in a few days now... except feli hurhur. imy loves!

dingaling interesting perceptions and stuff learnt from kenneth, had a serious talk after sch/math today abt BB, recent events, cohort cohesiveness/sense of togetherness, etc. asked him abt his Primers batch, and realized many many many things today D: most important of all is where we're going as a batch, and well, how great a note do we want to ROD from BB with? it's coming, and you can choose to stop feeling things or whatever, but you cant stop time. and time can REALLY kick ass

pity all that enlightenment did the weighing scale no good ):

okay new post-NY resolution: wake up early. i've been late for sch two days in a row not cool. first day was cos i'd 2 hours of sleep (4.30-6.3o) the night before, NO CAB AT ALL and just "heck-care"-d and got meself booked. today... i conked out on my study table last night and woke up this morning at 7++ so well... didnt bother coming till after 8plus and walked into econs still bleary-eyed. luke: "wahlao you look dead." LOL feli was giving me the Look :/

oh my. the clock just struck :)