and so, you're pissed, and i know "sorry" probably doesn't cut it an inch right now... neither will "there were mistakes i made... many. but i wish i could turn back time (i know i can't)". but one day in the near future we'll sort all this out, i hope :/
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just chanced upon an old correspondence... a really really old one.
you never know how much you're missing a dear friend do you?
until you stop denying it yourself. pooey
in a strange way, the song feli and i've been mercilessly hopelessly stuck on for a few days' running now:
"Leave Out All The Rest"
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
i really do miss us talking ):
