while many other parts of this life of mine are great, something else feels very nastily wrong and for some reason, i feel it the most today. feels wrong enough for me to feel the need to just stop and drop everything for a few moments and take a breath, step back, and gain perspective. problem is, can't seem to find that time. (or maybe too many late nights have made me slightly crabby)
after looking back at my old dreams, after hearing stuff/opinions from those i value most, sometimes, i don't know if what i want the most, is really what i want at all
:/ cmon i'm telling myself this is just a phase. i don't like feeling grumpy, even if i can't help it
