first post of july!
the exams are finally almost ending but it makes no difference to me since i've been treating this whole episode since the start of this week like a real joke. last week was.... no time to study, i shan't go into that. this week was like "oh its okay, screw mid years" D: proof in a text to kim today, i said sth along the lines of - but it's a holiday. (what holiday?)
.... killed 5 hours in starbucks but whatev it was fun so not like i wasted time in that sense. HI DIDDO THE DINOSAUR
daydreaming in the evening staring across the boundary wall of my place. briefly felt like climbing a tree? there was this point of time when i was younger i'd always wanna go africa to like see the real african lions cos i thought it'd be pretty cool to see one up close. again, when i was younger. cubs are still so cute though
uhhhh wth i know. GSS! prom dress?
hehehe sometimes i still think it'd be really cool to have an older bro. hmm. apparently, he would have been called James or like Jordan. more likely James. there's this whole J thing. LOL ahhh so cool :) but ohwell.
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found out sth big today. i'm still thinking abt it,
weighing my options. sometimes you don't know if the choice you make
is the best you ought to take? i dont know if i should talk to anyone about it
but i do know: i dont wanna make the worst mistake of my 17+ years of life
D: cos it's not about me
it's not a trust thing. it's a... i respect *** privacy thing
fishsticks.
